Addicted to me

2010-06-16T23:29:00.001+08:00

Wow! It's been months since I've updated.
Been kinda busy lately and lazy to update.
Firstly, I'm really happy to say that I'm attached now.
Today is my first month, Hehe! So Happy 1st monthsary baby!
You know that i love you a lot and will always do!
The reason i update now is because I'm totally bored and don't
know what to do. Since baby is busy with her stuff I would not
want to disturb her. Rather update then staring at the screen
doing nothing.

Today had my Mid term assessment for my final year project.
Really been busy lately with school since it reopens.
Done with my PP report and done with my FYP.
Today suppose to catch a movie with baby but the plan didn't go
well. At first i was upset, but then to think about it, i shouldn't be,
it's not anyone fault. But it's ok, at least i manage to spend time
with her cause that's important. Went to lepak at the usual place
and wait for her laptop to be configured, although it took sooo LONG.
What what to do, already happen. Went back to coffee shop till 8 plus
and send baby back home.

For now, think i should do what you want me to do.
Cause i understand how you feel. I believe that i need
to give you time for you own like you say but hopefully
you know your limits. I just want to see you smile baby.
I don't want you to get bored of me or something.
I might not be a good BF but they way i am to you is
the BEST that i can be. Don't feel that i don't care for
you cause i really do. I'm just being what you want me
to be now. I hope that i can make you happy by doing so.
Just to let you know that thanks for entering my life
cause you never fail to make me happy. =)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

2010-02-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

Heys! I'm back! I find this blog is dusty.
Long time since i updated. Sorry to those people
that check my blog and find out that i haven't
update anything new yet. Well my life now is
really just a normal like. Wake up in the morning
and living the best out of it. I really like the song
from Kris Allen 'Live like we're Dying'. I just show
how much you need to appreciate things when you
think that what you have is never enough. I can
say that i haven't have my complete happy life back
but i living as if i'm having everything that i want.

Let me tell you what i'm currently doing now.
I just started working at Sentosa so i hope that
i will be busy working everyday rather than rot
at home and do nothing all day. Well work is tiring
as i'm not really use to work the that type of environment
where i can't do as what i want like the previous work.
I kinda miss my previous work. But never mind i can still
work there if i want. Anyway, i'm currently on 5 days MC.
I'm suspected of having HFMD. Hahaha, the doctor says that
people at my age can still get it. But for now i don't feel that i'm
sick. I want to go to work but they know about my MC. My
MC is till Wed and i need to go back to the doc for a follow up check
up. Bahh! I just hope that i'll be fine..

Today i went to Sentosa. Last min plan with my sis.
We plan to watch TV all day at home, the my 2nd sis
call and so we went out. Catch the Songs of The Sea
just now. I've watch it before but i just watch it again.
At least i did have fun. But when i'm there the person
sitting beside me was F-ing irritating. I won't want to
start explaining about what he did but easy say he's
irritating. He smells like metal! If you guys know how
it smell like if you guys have ever smell a metal which
i think you guys won't even do it cause i think it's stupid
so smell a metal. Ok, i'm out of the topic already. Bahh!
Well after that, basically when home. Like usual.
See i'm just living a normal life now. No more than that.

Today's is V'day. Just wish to all people that celebrate it
with their GF/BF are happy and hope you have a good day.
Remember to treasure someone before the person go.
Later you will regret one day. Every small effort that
the person do should be appreciated and not for granted.
I keep on telling myself that too although i don't have
anyone. It applys to everything. Well for me, if you know
if talking about love life, i'm seriously not ready yet.
For now i don't really contact anyone special. Hmm,
except for Nadia. She's just someone i'm comfortable
with and someone that i care for that's all. She's a nice
girl actually although is 'bully' me but she do care for
me as a friend. But she likes to merajok, i don't know why,bahh!
Other than that, no one else, my HP is always silent. =)

Anyway, to that Someone (can't reveal the name); sorry for
that day about the vomitting part. I totally sorry, i hope you
are OK on that day. I would like to thank you for that day too.
If you read this you will know who you are. I can't say you know why.

Wow! I think i really talk a lot today. Whatever i say in this post really
come from my heart. And for is just want to say that i'm happy to have friends
like you people. I really appreciate you people. Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year!

2010-01-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

I'm bored at home!! Help!
I'm mad at my sis now, she
promise me that she will bring me
go bowling at marina but now she's sleeping
like a pig! -_-
Cheat my feelings! =(
I really want to go out!
I'm damn bored at home!
Sometimes, how i wish i could have
a girlfriend. Hahaha! But on the second thought
i don't think so.

To that someone, I just hope that you will learn
your lesson this time. I mean what i say yesterday.
Sorry if it was harsh but i just got irritated by you. Peace!

Argghh!! I'm bored! Someone please tell me what to do!

2010-01-19T22:41:00.005+08:00

Hey guys! Firstly i would like to thank all of you who wish me today!
I really do appreciate it alot. Like seriously i do! =D
Yeah, it's my birthday today and yeap i 19 now but still i look young.
Now i'm currently 19 and i have to change and think more maturely
and act maturely. I have to be more serious in everything i do and
don't let my family down. What happens in the past 19 years i'll let it pass
and make it as a lesson for me if there's any mistakes or remember it
if it's a good memories. So yea, that's what i want to do and be now.

Ok, let me tell you what happen today. Today wake up early for
school which I don't know why suddenly have the mood to wake up.
Met Wanie at Woodlands but walk with her halfway as i wait for
Itek and Jan and walk with them to school. First break like normal
go and eat and go out and smoke. But the second break was the best.
I was in class listening to musics and then i heard someone singing
Happy Birthday song to me. I turned and SURPRISINGLY (like seriously)
it was Wanie and Ima. At first i thought i was seeing double. Hahaha!
So yeah, i was really2 speechless and really don't know what to say.
I thank them alot and like i seriously don't know what to do.
They both bought me cheesecakes, i got a brownie cheesecake and Oreo
cheesecake! Wee~ And i'm smiling to myself as you know cheesecake can
make me smile! =) Till now i seriously like to thank Ima and Wanie. So
Sweet of you both!

When out of class after presentation. Met with Wanie and we both go causeway
to meet Fee. Then went to Khatib to meet up with Ahn. When Cineleisure to catch a movie
there. Met up with Haikal and Atiqah there too as they were already at town.
Bought the tickets, then play pool there. That place reminds me of someone.
But nevermind, well like usual, i suck at pool. Hahaha!
After pool watch the movie. We watch The Spy Next Door.
After movie, lepak for awhile then go home. Would really like to thank Ahn and Fee
for making time to spend it with me. I won't ask for more. Thanks to Wanie too!
She treat me like a King today and for accompany me to go out and spend time with me.=)

Happy birthday to me! Hehehe!

2009-12-23T11:00:00.002+08:00

To that person:
Well you may think i'm assuming but from what i see
what i assume is the truth. If you're not happy that
i say you're the same as her, then i should say it's the
truth cause you lied to me and make me like a stupid idiot.
I seriously had enough of all this nonsense. Stop contradicting
yourself too. Tell me to not to do something but you are doing it.
From what i know i never lie to you before. I never say i'm meeting
my friends but in the in i go meet other people. When i ask if you
meet him you deny and nak perah kat aku but padahal memang
btol. Now still want to deny. I saw that picture and i still remember
the day when wear that dress and say you go home or meet your friends.
Seriously for now i had enough! I just want all this thing to stop.
Anyway, why the hell MTV keep on playing the 'Meet me Halfway' ARGH!

To the other person:
Stop calling me randomly and ask me where i am
and put down the phone!! It's fucking irritating!!
Just go straight to the point, what you want..

Anyone want to watch Chipmunks tomorrow?? =)

2009-12-15T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hey people, it's been long time since i update.
Well, i'm just busy or lazy to update actually.
I'm just living my life normally now.
Love life? It sucks.
Maybe i'm still not ready for a relationships now.
But what i've gone through really teach me lesson.
Don't fall for people words, don't love a person too fast.
But i believe one day they will feel how i feel before when
i'm out of their life and they will start to realise how much
I really put in effort and how hard i try. Really had enough
of all this stupid things. I just want all this to stop.
Find someone that can be always there for me and
accept me the way i am, love me and mean what they say.

Ok i really don't know what to update. Hahaha. So....
BYE! =)

2009-10-19T13:40:00.002+08:00

Bored. I'm in class now and i finish doing my
work. I've got nothing to do for now. Chatting
with baby in facebook now.

I just wanna say that i miss my baby!=(
But nevermind later after school baby is
meeting me. Yay! =)

I Miss You and I always Love You!

2009-10-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

First, i got to say this " Pantat aku sakit sak!!'
The whole day today i'm staying at home like
what baby told me to do. It's my turn to listen to her
now. Baby is working today. I just finish talking to her on
the phone. I really miss her today. I mean it. =(
Today i play flight simulator the whole day.
Sat for long hours infront of my laptop makes
my butt cramp! Hahaha. I was too busy play games
till aini and lala talk to me in MSN i didn't notice.
They want my phone password cause they use my
handphone yesterday and they off the phone and
it needs my password to ON back. LOL.

Ok that's all for now.
P.S: I Love My Baby!

2009-09-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Why you have to lie?
I can't bring myself to lie to you.
I feel so sad right now.
If you could feel how it feels like.
Last night i didn't do anything
and put my phone infront of me
hoping that you will message me
after you help out your mum.
I force myself to stay awake
cause you told me not to sleep
When you msg me i feel happy to
read your msg and reply to you.
But today, i got to know that your
not at the place you suppose to be.
The saddest thing is i can't bring myself
to hurt you and lie to you but you did.
Why must this be happening to me when
i'm really serious. You promise me but
you keep on brealing every promise.
I never did break any promise.
I'm seriously sad and disappointed.
Where is the fairness you promise?
I even told people that i trust that
you will not lie to me. If you love
the person you will not do the things that
the person don't like and you will not hurt
that someone. Is it fair that i never did
anything wrong to you but you did.
I'm trying to control the tears now.
My eyes are puffy.
I just want to be alone.=(

2009-09-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

Had a boring day at home today.
Last night was a bad night when i got home.
All I want to say is please stop bothering my
personal life. I know what's right for me to do.
I'm also mature to think for myself rather than
people have to think for me. Whatever i do you guys
think that i'm being rude and don't know what's right
but indeed i really know.

The whole day stayed at home doing nothing.
It's so boring. Not use to stay at home the whole day.
I woke up at 4 plus today. I know it's like so the piggy.
Well i slept at 8 in the morning.
I didn't manage to meet babygirl today and
i swear i really miss her alot. Tomorrow
she's going out with her friends so i can't be able to
meet her. Missing her badly.

The thing that makes me sad now is because
sometimes i feel that people don't see the effort
in me but they only see the negative part.
What i'm doing is for the own good.
I never teach anything bad. But people
sees it a i'm a control freak. So that why
i said, if you want to do it then go on doing it.
If you can appreciated it then you don't deserve it.
If everything is fair nothing will go wrong.
If promise is kept, i won't be feeling like this.
It's easy to promise but it's hard to keep it
then don't do it. Before this, things never be this way.
But now i see things change. You say you want to meet
me but where's your effort like last time. Now you can
easily say the next day. Do you remember everything you
say to me before? Or if it's just words.
Don't make me stop trying.
I just miss us in the past.=(

It's just words unless the action proves it.
Whatever it is i still love you.

2009-09-09T02:08:00.002+08:00

How could you say i don't love you?
If i don't, my cheeks aren't wet now.
I cared but you still can say that no one cares.
I'm concern about you but in deed you are pissed by me.
I think positive and you can doubt my love.
If only you knew how much you meant to me.
How would you feel if your really sincere and people
don't realise it. It's not that i want an apologise, i seriously
don't need that. I want you to learn that's why i tell you off.
But in the end you think that i'm the bad one.

Where is the fairness here?

2009-09-03T02:41:00.002+08:00

Is this feeling for real? Cause i'm not sure about it either.
I'm scared that i will be like the others i went through
but well, it's too early to tell now. Well i think my theory
is showing that it's really true now. To that someone,
thanks for making me feel happy today. You make me
feel what it's like again. But i won't ask for more, i just
don't want the things that have been happening to me
lately happen again.

2009-08-07T00:30:00.003+08:00

Hello! Yea i know it's getting dusty or i think it is.

-IM SICK!! I'm down with high fever things few days and i
just feel like dying. Haha. My current temp now is 39.1...=(

-Now i know why girls like to edit pictures..hahaha! Wonder~
Some take one their face and some like to brighten the pic
and some like to make it blurr. It's cool but i think there's a reason.

Bye!

I know this is just a random post..heh.
-

2009-06-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

Bored2! The whole day at home today.
Suppose to work but lazy to go.
I've been a lazy person lately.
Just receive a warning letter from school
for poor attendance in class.
Hahaha. Well from now on i will make sure i won't go
school late. Cause when i look back at all my grades,
i'm punctual for only 3 lessons. Very bad huh..

Right now i think i should throw aside all my problems aside.
Ok just to tell you guys that i'm really lazy to kenal2 with people.
For now i just want to appreciate what's around me.
Cause i think that people will not appreciate what's around them until
they lose it. I'm happy that i have my friends around me who will spend time
with me. That will be great enough compare to having a gf with alot of
problems.

Lately, something truely happen as what i expected.
But it really happen but it's quite sad.
You can do it to people but what if people do it to you?
That's how i feel last time and now you have feel it.

And anyway, i can feel something fishy going on lately.
But i hope that there's nothing going on.

Ok, take care people! I'll update soon...(if i'm bored)

2009-06-16T01:29:00.013+08:00

Hey here some of the pictures at Marina sq / Esplanade

j

2009-06-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

Hello! It's been awhile since i touch this blog.
Actually i sometimes don't have the time to blog.
Alot of things have happen lately. Happy things and Sad thing.
But hey i'm Yasser, I'm a happy go lucky guy and for now
i will try my best to be what i am and stay that way.

This is who i am, if you don't like it, tu kau punye pasal.
Don't look at me from my shadows cause people do have a
bad past but doesn't mean it still brought to the future.
People change and it's up to others to believe.
Action speak louder than words.

Metaphor: Asking an illiterate to read the newspaper and believing what the person have read is true.

2009-05-22T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hello, i feel like my blog is becoming more dusty..
Well maybe i just don't have the time to update that's why.

Ok, i didn't go to school today. Haha.
Actually I woke up just on time to go
to school but... I don't know why i'm so lazy
to get out of my bed. So i went bck to sleep
till i wake up again at 8. So i decided to give
myself 5 min as i'm late for school anyway.
But in the end i woke up at 10. Hahaha..
So i forget about school and continue to sleep.
Had my shower and i don't know why i fell
asleep again while playing the comp.

Woke up at 3 then bathe again and went out of the house.
I suppose to got to town today but in the ned i went to woodlands
to slack with the guys. Reach woodlands at 5 plus.
I went back with Itek and Jan at 9.30.

Well it's a boring day for me this past days.
I've been doing nothing special expect for the things
i've done always. Tomorrow meeting some of the guys in town
if the plan goes well. Hopefully it will be a great weekend for me.
That's all, ciao. =)

2009-05-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hey, i'm back blogging!
Hmm well basically i'm doing nothing now.
Accept for stoning infront of the laptop.
Well i just get over with my frustration of
submitting my RJ. I type nonsense to catch up
with the time left before it close then in the end i didn't
manage to do my evaluation. -_-.
The reason because i just got back home.
Then i got and had my shower and stuff so that takes
quite a long time.

I've been coming to school late like almost everyday.
My daily grade reflects all the -0.5 thingy which
is so irritating. Ok, i might be slow to notice this
early in the morning just now but.......
Now i know that my alarm is not working!!
That's the reason why i've been coming to school late
for the whole week! Ok you can laugh at me because of my
dumbness. Yesterday i didn't go to school cause i woke
up at 9 plus. Just now i woke up at 8 plus. -_-.

The problem statement for today is very hard.
I don't understand a single thing but have to
step macam faham~ haha.
Didn't do anything today but just slack in class
and acting like trying to find out the answer but.. Neh..Hehe
Went out of class early today with Itek as Joker was
waiting for us to go and lepak with the rest of the guys.
So after school like usual we lepak at the same place and
just have fun like usual thing.
Went off from there around 10 plus.

Ouh ya.. Ok if anyone of you receive anything from me in
MSN on Wednesday, It's not me! That's Itek, i forgot to
sign out from his laptop and he use my account and talk to people!
Ergh! Whatever lah ehk~
But we make a deal just now not to prank each other already.=)
Peace*

Ok seriously for no i just sick and tired of everything.
Each day i keep on thinking about the same thing.
Enough is enough then.
For now i will just get myself ready for the possible outcome.
If the outcome is the one that is good then i will treat it like a bonus
for me then.

Ok i think i better be doing something meaningful now.
Update soon! Ciao!

Patience have it's limits~

2009-04-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hey people! It's me again.
Well today, woke up late at 2 plus.
Woke up and bathe and did nothing
but just play with my laptop all day long.
5 plus then got ready to go out to Bugis for dinner.

Reach Bugis and my other sis haven't reach yet so
we decided to go to Sim Lim and get my younger sis
her earpiece that she wanted then went to get my
my Hugo Boss. hehe. Wee~
At last i got my Hugo boss again.
After that, went to meet the rest of my sis
and her family at Arab street.
We had our dinner at Tepak Sireh.
It's a buffet thingy. I didn't eat for the whole
day so i ate quite alot.
After dinner my tummy was like so full like want
to explode gitu.

Well on Monday going for practical again and going to
book for my TP. Had my practical on Friday and it's
totally great! I did improve very well. Not like last time.
My first gear is ok now. I actuali know whats the problem actually.
My seat is actually way to back the other time that why i can reach the clutch.
Well hopefully evrything going to be ok. =)

Hmm.. For now i really having this very weird feeling going on inside me.
I keep feeling down when i think of it.
Now i also feel how others feel.
But I can't understand why whenever i want it's impossible
and when i refuse there more coming. Weird.
Maybe that parts and parcel of everything.

Update real soon!

PS: To people who irritate me in MSN. Please don't ask stupid question or else
i'm going to block you! Please also have the age check! I don't go for small kids.

2009-04-17T02:22:00.002+08:00

Well I have to wake up early later for the last day of
the Orientation Programme. Been busy with the camp lately.
My group is the 'Fun' type people but luckily we manage to combine
teams. Well being a Student leader is tiring, not forgeting the shouting
till you voice get soar because of the cheer. I just can't wait till Jam n Hop.
We can enjoy the fun together.

Anyway i passed my Final Theory! Now i just need to book my TP.
But i'm dumb that i went there half an hour earlier and thought i'd
be late for the test. Hehehe.

Please i really had enough of all this nonsense.
It keeps on repeating itself again.
I may look stupid but i'm not.
I know if it's just lies.
I have eyes and ears too.
You can change you behaviour but not character.
Well seriously i don't know what else to do or say.

Anyway i'm really tired, i think i want to rest now!
Update soon when i'm free!

2009-04-03T14:39:00.002+08:00

Hey!

I went to my driving practical just now.
I drive around Jurong east area.
And... Hahaha! I sucks! Very funny.
My instructor was like keep on saying 'relax2!'
I sucks when moving off. The engine keep on stalling
cause i let go too much clutch and let go the gas pedal.
The car was like vibrating when i move off.
I think the instructor was like giving up.
Cause i drive anyhow, just for the fun of it.
I'm suppose to drive at 50km/h and i was
driving like 80km/h on the road.
Nearly knock down a pizza hut rider! LOL!
I can laugh after i did that.
He say that i shouldn't drive like a racer.
I told him " Ouh, if i got my licience i want to be like Hamilton"
Then he look at me with a shocking face, then i say " Just kidding!"
But seriously just now i wasn't serious, i keep on doing things that i like.
He keep on saying " No! Why you never listen to me"
But padahal he was like pressuring me.
Check blind spot lah, mane die nye clutch in, die nye change gear.
Haiyo confusing sia. I feel like asking him to shut up.
My left legs like jelly already! And still need half clutch!
He say next time i have to go to the circuit.
Boring sia. People all drive so slow. There's no fun!
Hahaha.

After that i don't know where to go. Though of meeting Aqmar at Tamp
But i was tired and i think far. And the rest of the guys where at home.
This is the first time i go home early. I went out for 2 hours.
Reach home and told mum about what happen.
She laugh and say i'm crazy. Hahaha.
Hmm, I'll be at home the whole day today and later mum will
be going out. I'm feeling so bored now.
I think i go and play some games or something. Bye!

2009-04-01T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello..

Stayed at home the whole day today.
What a boring day for me. Can't wait till school starts.
I kinda miss school cause i can meet with different people.
But the bad thing is i need to wake up early if i'm going sch.
I woke up around 12 plus today.
Woke up and bathe. Mum and dad bought me food to eat.
I eat chicken rice and half spring chicken. That's enough to make me full.
Switch on my laptop and went online.
Play Pet's Society at Facebook. Then i felt bored.
So i watch DVD at the living room. Wathed Mall Cop.
The movie is great. Can say funny, but not that funny, but it is funny.=)
If you don't get me then it's fine. Hehe.
Mum watch it half way with me.
After the movie finish she got ready to go out.
Left me alone at home again.

I was bored so i decided to surf the net.
Then i got an idea, i go and read my very2 long ago post
in my blog just to kill time.
When i read it, i laugh my ass off.
I read and it makes me remember every single thing that happen
in the past. It also show my attitude at that point of time.
Busy studying for O's and stuff. But the weird thing is
i don't know why im feeling sad after reading it.
Maybe i just miss those times. Or maybe some people who
say that i change is right. Hmm, haiz.

I miss someone again. Hope that we both could meet up soon
before she start her busy schedule at work.
I really do miss her. =)

Ok people till next time. Bye2! =)

2009-03-31T11:57:00.000+08:00

Hello! Hehehe.. Ok i'm kinda happy today. =)
Went to meet my instuctor today at BBDC for awhile.
I'm suppose to meet him at 12 and today i woke up around 11 plus.
So i called him and told him that i'll be late and going to meet him at 2 instead.
But i reach there around 2.45. Still late. =P
I've not been punctual recently when come to meeting people or work.
Especially work. Very late. =)

Well after that went to JP to meet Rose.
Teman her to go for her injection thingy.
Then i went to eat at KFC.
After that we didn't know where to go.
Thought of going to catch a movie but nothing seems
nice to us to watch. So went around and walk around JP.
Went into the game shop and look at the games.
Then i got to know that she plays DJ max too.
So i let her try playing at my psp and she plays very well.
Went outside to smoke and she plays the game all the way.
I decided that we should go somewhere and sit down.
So we went to Starbucks and have a drink there.
Bought caramel frappe, thought of buying oreo cheesecake but i'm full.
So she plays PSP, i go and read my FTT book that i bought for practice.
The book have question and the answers so i read abit and ask her
to test me on the whole book. She did and amazingly after 100's of question she
ask, i only got like 5 wrong. Hahaha. Padahal i never read the book before.
But easy to say all the question is like logical questions.

After that, went to walk around NTUC. Hahaha.
And i finally bought my favourite Redondo biscuit. LOL
Sat outside JP for awhile and Joker and Fifi came and sat with us.
Chat for awhile and went back home.

End of day! LOL.
Hmm, tomorrow i don't know what do.
Hopefully someone wants to meet.. Hehe.

Ok update soon, bye!

~Let me take you through an endless diamond sky,~

2009-03-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

Bored!! I stayed at home the whole day today.
Actually thought in to go to the hospital and visit Faizal but
someone didn't wake up early! So makes me the only one to go
there. Ask Aini to go woth me but too bad she can't able to make it
too. So we all decided to go tomorrow instead. But i'm not sure
if tomorrow i'm going to be free. Tomorrow morning i think i
have some mission to do. Hahaha. It's a secret!

Staying at home is boring but its saving some cash.
Got to eat for free! Hehe. Mum cooks nice dishes this days.
I'm enjoying myself with home cook food.
I'm kinda broke now. Pay day is going to come soon.
But still i can't spend alot. I need to save up.
My prepaid left with no value and i have to top up
soon or else people can't contact me and i have a hard time
when i'm out of the house. Hopefully my pay is going to
be enough for my spending. I need to buy my Hugo Boss and
i also need to get myself a new hoodie, maybe a topman hoodie.
I need to buy new shoes too! The current one sucks! =(
I need to cut down on buying ciggs when i have money. It's costly!

Well, seriously for now, i'm really missing someone! =)
Hopefully she's reading this. =P
....
It's nice to know you, i'm looking forward to meet up with you soon!
I really feel comfortable when i'm with you and you always makes me
smile although i'm stress. The best thing about you is you are able to
accept people for the way they are and you understands me.
I hope that you will stay.. =)

You either got it or you don't..
You either stand or you fall...

2009-03-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

Bored at home today till evening time.
Went out with Faizal to Bugis then walk to town.
We walk and talk about many things.
So walk around town and after that we settled down at
Taka, the usual place that the guys went to and hang around.
Met up with my bestfriend and syah there.
They were there for a while and they headed back home.
We move our asses from there at 9.30.
Faizal ask me to take MRT with him till city hall and took train
till Queenstown but actually i can take 111 from the bus stop
and its around 10-15 min to reach home from town.
But i took train with him though.
We bought standard ticket and i place mine in my pocket
so that i didn't mixed up with his which is going to simei.
But i was being such a stupid ass today. When tapping in
i took out the card from my pocket and tapped it when
i then notice tht it was the wrong card! It was my own ez link
adult card that i didn't want to use! LOL
How stupid this Yasser can be. So i thought the standard ticket
to Queenstown was wasted but luckily when i reached Queenstown,
i was able to refund the money. Hehe.

To my bestfriend, thanks for the care and concern about me.
I really apprieciate it and i really do cherish and treasure you.
But, i think i know what i'm going to do and i would tripped that easily again.
For now i just enjoy myself and just go with the flow. =)

I'm tired. bye! LOL

2009-03-19T20:23:00.003+08:00

Tired2! I'm really tired now.
Went to school today at 10 today.
It's been a long time since i woke up early and went to school.
Went there for the dry run for the school of engineering camp.
Reach there few minutes late.
We were brief on the games and played the games so during the camp
we can lead the students.
The games was fun but very2 dirty. Alot of water games and games which
involve flour. But i was lucky, i didn't get wet or dirty.
At the end of the day i was damn tired.

Thought of going Bugis to meet faizal but when i called him after
i'm done, he's reach home already. So i have to change plan and
decided to go home straight as i was tired and need a rest.

Basically i'm doing nothing now.
Very bored but didn't chat with people online but
just wait for them to talk to me. Hahaha.
Well i'm really excited to go to school now.
Cause i'm in the same class as Farhad and Itek.
Hahaha. Confirm class 'kecoh' sey.
And i think the others will be on the same block.
Definitely, history would repeat itself again.
There will confirm be people banging on the door and shouting names.
But if they are not going to do it, i'm sure Itek and me going to do it. LOL.

Anyway, sorry people, if going to relink or link you guys soon!
I'm just don't have the time to do it. Hehehe.
Ok, i know if i say i don't have time, why i have time blogging right?
Cause it's just a reason cause if i say i'm lazy you guys will like -_-#
Hahahaha..
I better get going now.. I'm tired.. TC! =)

If you cry, I cry..
.if you laugh, I laugh...
if you are happy, I am too...
if you are sad, I am too...

and if you are horny, call me! Hehehe!
It's a joke!

2009-03-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hey! It's been a long time since i updated.
Well it's going to be dusty soon if i'm not going to update.
So here we go..

Hmm, i've been pretty busy lately.
Going to work and went to lepak with the guys.
So went back and too tired to update.
Well start going to gym to work out for past two days except today.
I think it's better for me to start working out now cause i'm so small size.
The guys are like laughing at me when we're at the gym.
But it's ok, i know irritate you guys with all the comments about how my
arms are abit bigger. LOL.
Ok2, it's not that big, not much different actually. Hehe.
But now, i eat damn lot.
One day, i need to eat at least 2 times.
Everytime i eat i will eat like 2 serving of rice; if i'm at home.
Compared to previous time where i only eat once a day and very little.

Other thing is, my hair is short now. =(
I miss my long hair.
Now i look so the innocent like sec school student.
No more coloured hair, it's back to black now.
But the advantage is.. Pssstt, i pay my bus fare 55 cents!
And the driver believe! Hahaha! Bodoh!~ Hehe..

School is starting next month!
I got to be a Student leader for the year one orientation camp! =D
I have to go for both Engineering camp and the normal orientaion camp.
I hope is going to be fun!
And this coming Saturday i have my Aviva marathon coming up.
We will be doing as Security.
Alah, macam faham je.. and walk here and there. hehe.

Ok, just to tell you guys i'm single.(fullstop)
Don't ask me why cause i'll get irritated by that.
I don't think i want to find a new one soon.
But i'll just wait for the right one to come, but i don't know when.
Some girls like to play with people feelings and some will go for status.
Why can't they accept the actual fact that love is a sincere thing not because
of a reason. =)

Ok forget about all that. I'm tired now and i need to go to sleep.
Take care!

2009-03-04T21:05:00.003+08:00

Well i stayed at home the whole day today.
Bored at home with nothing to do so i decided to clean up my room.
It's in a mess! So spend the whole day cleaning.
After that played my flight simulator to kill time.
The good thing about staying at home is that now
i'm eating alot. Everytime i eat i will eat 2 serving of rice.
I'll be growing fat soon. Hehe.

Well applied for PDL yesterday and my FTT is on 15th next month!
I better go start and studying now or later i'll end up failing the test.
It will take a long time again to wait for the test. Got my instructor
and i'm going to start my practical on the road soon.
I just hope that i will get my licience soon hopefully before Raye. =)

Tomorrow i'll be working. At least i got to go out of the house.
Or else i'll be stress at home and feel like dying.
To my ex schoolmates, sorry if i can't come for the picnic.
Hope you guys will understand.=)

Ok i have nothing much to talk about so i better get going now.
Ok take care!

2009-03-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Well, people seems to be jealous of me.
That why she's acting like a bitch and make things hard for me.
Just remember that how much oil you add to the fire, it will not
be as worst as what you got into last time.
Just remember, i'm a guy and i need to have my own life.
It's only you people who just can accept it that way cause
during you time is different and you're a girl.
Now look, what can you get me into.
I know you still not happy and want it to be hard for me even more.
What type of creature you are with such a black heart.
I'm ok with all those words that you say it loudy and singing it loudly
that will make me feel so fucked up but i cant do anything to you.
You know what? I feel like making you mute or slap you face till you can't speak.
But just remember, what goes a round comes around.
I know you need me more than i ever needed you!
It's ok with me if you want me to get the worst treatment.
I hae to take it like a man then. ( Berani buat berani tangung)

If you want to play it like a game so come on lets play!

Sorry guys, i may not be in a good mood this few days.
I hope i'll be back to my normal self soon.
To my brothers, sorry if i can't meet you guys nowadays.
I hope you all do understand.. I'm going to miss you guys!

2009-02-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

The day start by going to friday prayers which i don't when the last time i went.
Met some old friends on my way there.
After prayers i went down to admiralty to one of the the interviewer house to get so
things done. She invite me to her house and we talk about work. Mind you she married.
So you guys don't think other things in case you going to. Hehe.
After that went to meet Jan and Palat at 720.
Around 5 we went off. Me and Palat took train and he headed to BBDC and me
heading to chinese gaden to the other location at Jurong East.
Have a hard time finding the place as im not that familiar with the place.
At last i found it. Went to the macdonald and eat my whole day meal.

After that went to IMM and meet Helmi since he was working at that location.
He was with Faz and me and Faz walk around IMM while waiting for him to finish work.
Around 10 plus we went off and Faz sent to Jurong East MRT woth he's bike.
Now i really feel that i really want a bike myself.=(
Head home after that and met my crazy sis at the void deck with Sharin.
He sent her home today. At that point of time i feel that i want a car. lol.
Ok yasser, you are really imaginating things. But hopefully it will happen one day. =)

I really had a tiring day today. Go here an there.
Tomorrow i'm not working as my sis says that i need a rest and
SPENT MORE TIME at home. LOL!
Ok, I'll just see if there's any plan for me tomorrow if not maybe i just sit at home
and CLEAN my room!
I have a good news! We are not going to move house at Ang Mo Kio! Wee!
I love Queenstown and this is where i was brought up. =)

GPA results is on Monday i hope that 2nd Sem grades did not pull my 2.9 down.
But surely it will. Just hope for a miracle! lol.

Ok going off now! TC! =)

2009-02-16T00:48:00.002+08:00

Weyyy! Hehehe..
I'm back again! Ok i'm feeling so great!
Wanna know why cause i have a girlfriend! Hehehe!
Yeah! Yasser is Happy now! Got someone who can spent quality time with.=)

Went out with sayang for the past few days to town area.
It was really great now to have someone that i could spent my time
with and never end with missing me! Hehe!
It's really great to have you as mine!

Well, i'm lazy to talk about details. Let's skip to today.
As in on the 15th Feb.
I thought of going out today but then i was abit lazy.
In the end, i feel like dying at home!!
Sayang went to meet her friends at downtown so i don't want to disturb her.
But she told me she wants to meet me. Hehe.. It's ok maybe tomorrow we meet k. =)
Eat Pizza hut today in the afternoon and that's all i eat for today. hehe.
I feel like dying because some stupid idiot went to unplug some cables
and make me don't have the opportunity to go online. Hmph!
So irritated! But luckily that idiot need to play the com so she plug it back.
I really can die staying at home with her! That her is my Sis..
Ok whatever~

I need new earpiece now! I saw that Sony EX earpiece the other day at Funan.
I badly want it. Maybe i should get it tomorrow then as i'm going out with Sayang. hehe.
Seriously i'm broke but i'm keep on spending. I need to stop spending already!
Lately i've been buying cigg everyday~ -_-
That's the reason for the short of cash.

Ok, i'm starting to get lazy to type again.
I think i got nothing much to say..
Hmm update soon then.

PS: I really do appreciate you!~ Love you!

2009-02-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

Just want to share this story..
I don't know if you guys have heard it before
but i just find it touching, cute and sad..

A BOY HAD CANCER AND HE HAD ONE MONTH TO LIVE.
HE LIKED A GIRL WORKING IN A CD SHOP VERY MUCH. BUT HE DID NOT TELL HER ABOUT HIS LUV. EVERYDAY HE WENT TO THE CD SHOP AND BOUGHT A CD ONLY TO TALK TO HER.

AFTER A MONTH HE DIED.
WHEN THE GIRL WENT HIS HOME AND ASKED ABOUT HIM,
HIS MOM TOLD THAT HE DIED AND TOOK HER TO HIS ROOM.....................................
SHE SAW ALL THE CD'S UNOPENED ...............

THE GIRL CRIED N CRIED N FINALLY DIED.

YOU KNOW Y SHE CRIED?

BCOZ SHE HAD KEPT HER OWN LUV LETTERS INSIDE THE CD PACKS. SHE ALSO LUVED HIM.............

moral of the story: if u love someone, say to him/her directly don't wait for the destiny to play the role..

2009-02-11T11:21:00.002+08:00

Well, it's holidays period and i got nothing to do but just go out or working.
Staying at home is so boring for me. I can die from boredom! Heh.
Anyway been working around town area for almost a week now.
It's boring if there's no one to accompany me to work cause what
i'm going to do is to sit and do nothing.

Monday, went to work for awhile at city hall and after that
meet the dudes and headed to Bugis. Went for a meal there and
and waited for the rest to come. There was a fire at bugis junction on
that day and the funny thing is a bunch of flower decoration caught on
fire. I was like super happy cause i got to watch a free show! Hahaha.
Went to Arab street to sheesha. We slack around and make it seems like
it's our house. Haha. Overall it was fun. But on that day someone just
make me lose all my mood. Well, girls this days are so complicated.

Ouh went to LJS after that and the dude have their dinner.
Went back around 10.30 i guess..

So yesterday was a boring day at first but then it have some fun
after i went out of the house. Went to town to work for a while and
Reena accompany me there. After that, Aqmar and Faizal ask me to
join them to Karaoke at Cuppage plaza. So after work, walk to cuppage rd
and meet them. Join them and there was faizal ex schoolmates.
Ok, abit malu cause i don't know them. Ok we sing and sing and sing~
Hahahaha. Finsh around 10 plus and me, Aqmar and Faizal went to lepak at
Taka. Move our ass from there around 11 plus.

Hmm, today i just hope it would not be boring.
Working at 6 at town today. If no one accompany me i
should be working alone. But it's ok i'm used to it. hehe. =)

Ok i better go now.. Bye!

2009-02-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

Wee~ At least i got to go out the whole day today.
First went to BBDC to take my theory test.
I was about to be late actually but then i flagged down a cab and
went to BBDC straight. Reach there on time and start the test.
I was rushing for time actually as i need to get some things done after that.
So i took around 15 mins to finish the test. Went i click end test now, i saw a Passed!
I was happy and i was the first person to finish it. haha. Nak step power.

I cant took apply my PDL cause i forgot to bring my specs cause i can't the the god damn
small words! Went to Tiong bahru and deposit the whole lump sum of $780 to my sis.
The went and get my spolit ez link card done there too.

Went to Bugis to meet the guys to settle things.
Tomorrow early in the morning i have to go and apply my PDL.
I'm going there with Din. So maybe after that i'm going to work OR
maybe going to paitau her! hahaha! Let her stress at work without me.
Now you know how much you need me..

Anyway since now i'm at home, it's been a long time since i eat home cook
food and just now i just did! =)
Now i'm starting to talk to my family like normal
but only some people try to make it worst. But it's okay.. Tahan je..
Ok got to go now..=)

2009-02-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

Bored now. Today was just normal for me.
Went to work late but the person wasn't there at Parkway.
So around 6 plus head to city hall to meet Aqmar.
We went to Marina Square and Esplanade to spend the evening there
just talking. Went back around 9.30.

When i'm in the bus on my way i thought of a plan.
I think i want to take bike licience secretly without telling
my parents and use my own cash to pay for the expenses.
Since my car licience is taking a very long time, maybe i can use
the time of waiting and take another licience. Hehehe.
But maybe i should really think about it.
I need a new handphone soon!
I'm sick and tired of using new current phone.
Maybe i'm going to sign a new line since the
current one is finishing then can get a new phone.

Ouh ya, my chalet was a great one!
Thanks alot for those who came over.
Really appreciate it alot and what more could i ask for right. =)

Ok i'm bored now. Maybe i should irritate people in msn.hehe
Bye!

2009-01-29T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Firstly i would like to wis my sis a very Happy 23rd Birthday!
Hope your wishes will come true!
Stay happy always and hope that the surprise
will make you happy! =)

Nothing much to update but for now i'm really confuse with my situation.
Alot of things have been going on with my life.
Why do people this days won't give signs? (random)

When town today and actually i'm stuck at home cause i misplace my keys
but get to go out cause Sub when to my sis sch to take the keys and pass to me.
Hehehe. Thanks Sub! =)
When to Cineleisure and eat and just lepak there.
G**** are like Mcdonalds branch with Mc Cafe! They are everywhere! (random)
Now it's school holidays so i'm really having my free time to relax and enjoy.
Going to be working soon to kill the free time. And also the free time can be
use to go out with the guys.

Ouh ya, the crap thing is i just got to know someone talk about me again.
Haiyo, This people ehk, seriously susah ke nak lupekan Yasser nie? Hehe..
Always bebual pasal orang. No life! Opps! Ouh nie kan mature nye orang act.
Talk about people when you say you move on. Hahaha. Please lah ehk,
kalau nak blog don't contradict yourself boleh? Malu lah sey! Hehe.
Kate je why must i care about what your friend say about me, but
die tu sendiri lagi, sanggup sey member type tagboard untuk nak tau what my friend
tagged. Hahahaha! Then tak puas, gi blog and talk bad things. Why must you care?
Haiyo! Dah tak ade keje ke? hehe.. Ouh lupe, kan org mature buat bende macam tu.
Kite orangkn Budak Baru Naik(BBN) but at least something dari Budak Budak Nonsense(BBN)! Huahuahua. Kate org anak mak but..padahal2
And mestilah anak mak tak kan anak jiran makcik sebelahkn..LOL!
Ouh i don't understand, asl ehk gi club big thing ke? Ouh a'ah ehk sape gi
club kan nanti dapat award so must tell people. Hmm lupe lak pasal tu.
Pssst...padahal2, buat dose besar lagi ade lah. hehe. =P
And nak cakap kental? Hehe.. terpulang lah ehk to people who think
they're old and mature. Makcik2. No wonder bbual pasal org..haha.
Anw, Nice picture you have! Hahaha.

Okay2. Look i'm not talking bad about people ok. Compare my post and
someone least something mane lagi rabak cause i don't use vulgarities like mature people do.
Hehe.

I want to sleep people! bye! Update soon! Real soon i guess! =)

2009-01-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Yay i'm 18 now! Wee! Ok i know i might be late for some people but still i'm legal.
I enrol myself at BBDC today but i think i regret cause i didn't know that dad transfer me $500.
So i took private. Ok don't talk about. Hmm, my basic test is on 2/3/09. What a long time. So now i need to start studying by my own. When to town after that. Sorry guys that i'm late just now.

Why DON'T they ask for my IC just now??!!

Thanks guys for spending time with me today! I really appreciate it alot! <3

And those who wish me at their blog, it's so sweet of you! Muackx!

To Aqmar and Faizal thanks for the present!! It's so cute! Chip. Hehe..
You guys can call me chip now! Hehe..

Ok lastly Happy birthday to myself! =)

2009-01-10T22:24:00.003+08:00

Batman begins, Superman returns..
You choose to be batman.. So i have to be Superman..

You are:

Materialistic
Selfish
Remote controller
Information counter
No Action Talk Only ( NATO)
Money minded
Step mature
Step Hotstuff
Bragging queen
Take advantage
Heartless
Macam faham!
Control freak
Typical girl

Ok, Superman dah return..=)

2009-01-01T03:04:00.003+08:00

Hello! Firstly i would like to wish you all Happy New year!
Let's welcome 2009 and hope it will be a great year!

I just came back from Marina just now with they guys
and the other. If you want to know there's maybe around
30 guys who came down. Fuhh, ribot pe~
Went out and meet them around 6 plus and have my meal at
Burger King. Then we went to this place at Marina Square where
we all sat down and lepak till the fireworks.
The firework was nice and awesome!
Maklumlah dah lame tak nampak fireworks, hehe..
This year i manage to celebrate it with they guys
rather than the previous years, when i they we counting down,
i was busy sleeping in my bed. No wonder i feel that i have no life!
Hahaha! We all had fun today and drink while we wait till the countdown.
No one were injured today. Hehehe.
Went back and took train back home.
Walk under the block and some old members offer me drink and
ask me to sit down with them for awhile to have a chit chat.
So lepak with them till 3 and went home. =)

Ouh, i did manage to catch things up with the malay regiment.
We had our outing on Chrismas and we went to Sentosa.
It was a great to spend time with them and i hope that we would
hang out again. I find that people do change from time to time
and as we are busy with our own life, we may think that other people
change and stuff. I am what i am and i believe that other people also
still they way i know them but maybe we might think that the person have
change.

With the guys, for now i'm really sad to know that i might lose
some of my friends due to some reason. I will just pray for you
guys that everything that you guys is going to go thru will be fine.
But for Smile, you know what we going to get and it's really stupid
of you to do that. You know what i mean. If we see you outside, you die!
Hahahahaha! Like he say "SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!" so where's
the ACTION?? In life, please don't lobang people. Is this what you say Brothers??
Besar peh NATO. No action, talk only. CCB! Ergh, geram siol!

So for relationship and stuff, hmm, i guess i won't dare to take
a risk anymore. I may know alot of girls but i just treat them as friends or close friend.
For me to find an ideal girl for me it's impossible. Haha.
People have to know the real me cause i think i'm not any typical guy. =)
But to think about it, what's the rush in finding a new one??
I'm already happy with the way i am now. There's noting more
that i could ever ask for.

So birthday is coming soon. Wee~
Talk to dad about licience, i told him that i want
to take bike but he say it's dangerous and stuff so
he going to pay for me for a car licience instead.
Hmm, at least something. So one the day of my birthday,
i plan to go BBDC and enroll myself. =)
I can't wait for that day to come. Hehe.
I just wish that i will have my licience ASAP!

Ok, there's many more i want to share but i don't want
to type a long post so i guess till here then till i feel like
blogging about my life again. Trust me, you don't wanna know
about my life cause i have no life! Hahaha! Just kidding!
Ok once again, Happy new year and Happy birthday! Hahaha!
Ok lame! -_-*
Take care and ciao!

2008-12-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since i update this blog.
I think it is due to my sickness which lasted so
long. I guess for more than 1 week.
I can't take it any more so i went A&E at Alexandra Hospital
that day but the stupid doctor just gave me a normal medicine
and just say that i just have a normal sickness. Thanks for wasting
my parent money there.

For now the cough is a bit better and the flu looks like recovering
but my voice remains rock. Haha.
But for now, the thing that i cannot take it is the body ache i have.
It really hurts! I feels like some parts of your bone is broken.
Hahaha. That's the only way that i can explain.

Nothing much happen today.
Try to go to school early but still i'm late for UT.
After first break my head really hurts
so i went back to class and take my medicine.
Second break when the faci leave the class i straight away
go one corner and sleep. I didn't realise that i sleep for
1 hour! Haha. I check my phone and i receive 9 miss call.
Meet the guys at TRCC and buy some food then went
back to class. Pack bag and cabot and seat alone at
803 and wait for the rest. Lepak for the whole day
today with the guys. But for tomorrow i don't have
any plans. Anyone free? Hehe

Any i just change my blog song if you notice.
I just kinda like this song and this song have
a reason for being here. Do you believe me that this
song can explain the journey i go to school or the
journey i go home.Hahahahah! Those who know
will gwt what i meant. For those who don't understand
you just have to appreciate the song. I feel that it's nice!

Last thing before i go, i would like to apologise to the person
that i hurt. I don't mean to hurt you and make you cry due to
my action. I know i act stupidly that day but i really can't control
myself. If you're reading this, i really want to tell you that i'm really sorry.
I know you are disappointed with me and stuff but was done is done.
I can promise you that you won't see me doing that again if you're there.

Till next time!

2008-11-30T20:00:00.002+08:00

I'm sick today. Woke up at 2 today. I didn't get much sleep actually.
I didn't didn't sleep for 39 hours cause of the BBQ pit.
The pit was great. Which alot of chatting and alot of time to wake up.
I didn't drink alot so i didn't get that drunk.
We BBQ all night long.
At night while i was sitting alone at the water breaker i
saw Sister Pon beside a tree! I still sit there and pretend
i didn't see anything. I look again and i quickly run to the tent
and told the rest. All of them went to the place and have a look.
Some of them did saw something.
Since friday i have a flu and a slight cough but after adding in
of not sleeping and alot of smoking now i'm really not feeling well.

There were this guy which we know from the pit who join us at
our pit to join lepak with us. Got one of this guy who is damn fanatic.
I just listen to his story as i'm bored and he looks like he
can be my entertainer. Heh.
Later there's this Doremon and Zena the warrior princess!
Hehehe. It's Licia friend. They just came back from clubbing.
They are fanatic too. Hahaha. Funny seh when Sadd and Rishi
try and talk to them. Most of them went back in the morning.

Aqmar brought Nasi lemak that she cooks for u in the morning, thanks Aqmar!
After we went and have a dip an swim in the water. It was damn cold.
I started todo my backflip again, the same thing is did went i'm at Brunei.
Have a shower at the toilet and when i walk back it was raining heavily so i went
inside the tent and sat there. My bag was in the other tent. it rains heavily for a short
while and then it was back to shining bright sun. I took my bag and i found out that it's wet i check my laptop, then i check my PSP then my camera.
Sad to say tha my camera was not ok. The touch screen is not working and the
buttons is spoilt too! So i took out all the things and let it dry.
I lepak there with Aqmar till 7 and at last my camera can work but..
Some bad happen. A man came to us and he show that he's from NEA and
he gave Aqmar a $200 fine for littering in the park.. -_-.
This will be the second time in the week for Aqmar's bad luck.
The first was by school.

So went back and bath and knock off and no one at home.
All of them went out to have a dine at i don't know where.
I slept till today and went i wake up my body starts aching.
That's what you get when i sleep too much.

Tomorrow schooling so i think i better get enough sleep and
i just took medicine just now.
Till next time =)

2008-11-27T22:48:00.003+08:00

Pay day! Hahaha..
I'm so happy..
This month should be able to cover up with my monthly
expenses. Went in to school late today cause i check my pay
and i quickly went to buy cigg and sit witht the guys.
9.30 then we went in to class.

My grades are getting worst and i really hate
an idiotic guy in my class that think he the bible of knowledge.
I think he like to open mouth to faci and tell what we do.
What a loser, you don't have to do that to get an A.

Ok secret of having a blog is over now!
The guys know that i have a blog now and they don't believe it.
You're reading this guys, stop KPO-ing with my life.. Haha..
Ok joking.. Jan bastard gi bukak mulot! Hahaha..
Ok nevermind. I know you confirm going to read this! Heh.

I went for shopping today. I bought Zegna Intenso!
I'm so loving the smell..
Went to town actually with Reena, Mus, Din and Aqmar.
Went back early today.

Ouh ya tomorrow i have pit at Pasir ris with the guys.
So i hope it's going to be enjoyable..=)
Take care! Bye.

2008-11-24T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hey, nothing much to update today..
Plan to gym was cancel due to some fuckers..
Top News: Aqmar got caught for smoking outside school
and she still smoke infront of the security guard.
The rest of us still sitting there and pretend nothing happen.
My laptop have some problems now and because of that
i went out of school at 6. Lepak till 6:30 then went home.

Today's date keeps on bothering my mind.
And i keep on listening to addicted to me song.
I guess something special happen a year ago.
Only if we could see the future at that point of
time and see what happen to us now. Maybe
things will be different. No dance and maybe
you won't even give me your number if we knew
it will end up this way..
Hmm... Only if we could see what will happen a year after that day...

But no worries, i'm still young and i got time to enjoy.
There no need for me to flirt with others.
Some of you may know they reason why.
I'm scared to fall in love again!
Scared to be taken advantage of,
Scared of being in control,
I'm scared that i'm not being appreciated.

The next girl going to be someone that won't do all that.
If there's a next girl.. Sorry i don't flirt ike someone.. Huahua! Hotstuff kepe!
Look yourself in the mirror. Hehe..

2008-11-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

What a great day for me today!
In the morning niece and nephew came to my house.
They went to my room and wake me me.
I didn't have any plans today actually but Ahn
called me and ask me to join them at town later on.
Yeah i know town again, I told him that i've been to
town for the past few days but the said this time with
different people. So i didn't confirm with them.

Slack at home, play with Danish and entertain him.
Kak Reen went off at 2 and i'm stuck at home with
the two sisters. Kak Siti say she's going out so i also feel
like going out.
Get myself ready and went out around 4.
Meet the guys at town and we play pool.
There were Ahn, Jan, Ah Xing, Pipi, Palat and Niza.
After playing pool, we went to a pub.
A place that i don't even think i will be at.
They open 2 bottles.
We really have a great time there.

After that they continue to drink at taka garden.
I didn't drink alot but i'm abit tipsy.
They drink till they got drunk and talk nonsense.
Went home early today cause i went back with my sis.

Tomorrow i have no plans after school.
I think i'm going gym tomorrow but see how if
the rest want or maybe just lepak with them.
That's all folks! =)

2008-11-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Yeah i know it's late but i just feel like blogging.
I've been seen at town for the past... Hmm.. Many days!
Let me see..Monday i forgot where, tuesday (orchard), Wednesday(Bugis), Thursday (orchard), Friday (orchard and city hall).
See everyday go town area. Hahaha. But with different people.

Today went school late. Actually i can reach on time but because of someone
who makes me angry early in the morning by not going to school and want to sleep.
Got lucture from me and she say ' Ok2 kau g skola ngan aku..'
I just don't want my friend not to come school alot of time.
So class was ok except for Ben.
Using occam's razor which we learn in Cognitive process,
we can conclude that he sucks!
He don't even know how to write properly and
expect us to understand what he have write.
I think he can't write properly because his hands is too fat to hold the marker.

So after school head to town with mira as she's on the way there to work.
The plan was to meet Aqmar and maybe Ajam the guy that she got to know
which also COINCIDENTLY is Ahn COUSIN. I just got to know Ajam and i think
he's a nice guy. There your opportunity Aqmar..Hahaha.
I ask along Nadia too, a girl that i just to know as a friend only.

So meet Nadia for the first time and...ermmm..
Hahaha.. She's kind of weird..=S
She melatah and she act ermm..weirdly?
Reach town at 5.40 and lepak at Taka.
Wait for Aqmar but you know i got cheated by her.
She say she on her way, then she say she reach city hall waiting for
her cousin. Then Nadia wants to go city hall so told aqmar to wait there.
Reach there and actually Aqmar in the TRAIN at Kallang. -_-
So went to Raffles City and buy Donut factory Double chocolate.
Aqmar came and we have to wait for her cousin.
Went to eat at KFC. Then lepak at Marina steps.
Ajam came and he ask we all to join he's Hardteck
as the have their practise session. He introduce me to
some of he's friends and they are quite freindly and he make me
shuffle. Hahaha. I still learning lah. He also teach me some moves.
Hahaha. He say i shuffle like mat rep. LOL
He ask me to if i wants to follow him today to home club but i say last min ah.
Maybe next time. Tuesday i guess cause the guys are going and they ask me to go too.
But i'm not sure, maybe a yes if i got nothing on. I just need to enjoy myself after being treated
badly.

Tomorrow i got to work..
So sad.. For mystery shopping again.
Maybe going to lepak again.
I'm so tired now..
I guess i got to go now bye!

2008-11-17T01:00:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling tired but not sleepy..
Need to go to school tomorrow..haiz.
Feeling like want to skip school, but we see how..

Went to 'work' today, but i didn't go actually..hehe..
So went out with guys today. Went to City Hall.
Cine rep came along with her friend Bella.
We went to Esplanade and went walk2 around Marina square.
I really badly want the Topman hoodie! The red one!
Well i guess i have to wait till pay day or when i have
extra cash to spend on those stuff. It's just my want.
But i can make it seems as my need. Heh

I'm going to City Hall again after school.
With the guys and the cine rep & maybe her friends?
But what i know we going to lepak. Maybe at Boat Quay.

Ok people, i just want to make it straight here for the reason why
i'm not going to have a relationship or flirt with others girls.
I just want more time for myself to chill and cool down.
I just need to me more myself and enjoy my life.
Also, i don't want to hurt myself again or others.
Come on lah people, i'm not as good as you think.
I also have my flaws. My attitude and they way i do things.
Finding someone to accept me for the way i am is not that easy.
Some people may just say they accept me but in the end they made
me change. I really don't want the past to occur again.
If people want to say or think that i 'jual mahal' like girl2 i don't mind.
You people can go ahead and say or think you want to say cause i
have my own reasons.

So sad. Most of my friendster friends are gone.
I'm left with 27 of them.
How pathetic!
Someone msg me and say " You deleted my off your friendster?"
-_-#
That's a good example of someone who jumps into conclusion
before finding things out. Why must be bothered even IF i did delete you?
If you're reading this, why bother reading about my life? I don't read yours already.
If reading i don't mind, ni nak comment on what i post.
"Asl tak online? Talking with your adorable?"
Haiyo..

Whatever lah ehk. Ok stop talking about this.
Hmm, i guess i got to go now..bye!

2008-11-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

Im tired! Tired of everything..
Well this is how my weekend goes..
Yesterday i didn't go school cause got the stacking tournamet
going on at Downtown east and i sign up to help out for 2 days just to get the 5 C.E points.
Wake up early and meet Jan at City hall and that idiot is late!
He reach like 30 mins late.
Reach Downtown at 8.30 and we got to know that we are early.
This is the consequences of not reading emails.

My duty for the event is only as a runner; just pass the scores
Kak Su called and ask me to meet her during lunch time.
I had lunch with Jan and refuse my Sis offer to eat at Fish & Co.
Cine rep accompany me by msging me all the way till someone
comment " Wah your hp so noisy, you busyman ah" -_-
The event finish earlier than expected so me and Jan have no plans.
At last we watch Madagascar 2 @ EHub. Ok i know like so gay.
But.....
Madagascar is a nice show to watch! Very funny!
I laugh loudy at the cinema.
The hall was pack but go alot of minahs and mats which
can't keep their mouth shut with the stupid comment at every part.
After the show, meet Kak Su and she treat me and Jan Fish & Co.
I really like the Fish and chips. So the fulling.
She send us to the MRT and went back home.

Today, went to Downtown again for the Finals.
Like usual we slack but today we have nothing to do.
Cine rep went down to Downtown with her cousin and friend.
Meet her and smoke wih her for awhile and get back to work.
She went to Escape and she ask me along but i decline as i
know Escape is so damn boring place.
She called me up and she say that it's boring.
See, never listen to what yasser says.
Many funny things happen today but it's will be long to type.
But i really had fun during the event.

After the event me an Jan plan to lepak but we don't know where to go.
I wanted to go to Espanade to lepak there but the guys are at marina bay.
So we went there and they lepak at Marina pier. Very the far.
It's a nice place with nice night view. I totally love the place.
Make you relax and enjoy you're time.
We at last go *something2* then went back home after that.

The guys went to town but i didn't follow cause i'm already tired.
Went back home and Cine rep called me to check if i'm feeling
ok. I guess she's mad at me. Hmm, i don't know..
Went online and i really have no mood to chat.
The irritating girl say "Hi" to me and as usual
ask stupid question. Irritating sia! Macam nak sepak!
Can't you people understand that i don't want to layan you people
and plus with those irritating and stupid question you ask me, buat
org sot je..kalau tak reply lagi irritating. Don't make me block you sia.

To all those people who ask me why i don't go for that girl or that girl or
even find a new gf, i just want to say that i just need my own time to do
my own things. I just don't want to make things happen too fast.
I just need time to mend things. I don't want to make people think
i'm a cassanova even. I don't go around msging or calling alot of people
and flirt with them like some people do. I find it so the mengatal.
I don't want to do that to show that i've move on. I don't want to be those type
of guys. They are just making use of girls to move on.

Ok, knocking off soon, tomorrow i'll be working. Tata! hehe..=)

2008-11-12T11:20:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling sooo like me now..hehe..
No more stress and stuff..
You know me with all my problems i have..
What a problematic guy i am sia..heh..
Went to school alone today but being accompanied by my cine rep..Haha.
She called me in the morning and talk to me on the fon till i reach school..
Then now i have to start bringing my charger to school cause my
batt will be flat..

This few days i've been coming to school on time! Wee!
The reason because someone will wake me up early in the morning! heh..
Thanks a lot cause it really helps..

Yesterday i meet up with the cine rep @ city hall..
Went to Esplanade library to do my so submission then
went to lepak at Esplanade.. Someone like to bite me! Ergh!
Well, called up Mus and ask him to lepak too..
Around 8 plus send cine rep to bus stop and went to Marina Square
to eat with Mus. Went back after that and i'm already tired.
Talk on the phone with cine rep then sleep.. Haha..
Someone just know how nonsense i can't be when i'm sleepy
Pokemon! Coffee! Starbucks! Hahahaha..

Ok, i'm really not helping my team now so i just i got to go and
update real soon.. Anyway i love my blog song! Hehehe..

2008-11-09T09:30:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Yeah I'm busy for the past few days with some matters.
Here i am early in the morning sitting infront of my laptop blogging.
My younger sis is on her way to Hong Kong now, my parents haven't come back
from the airport yet. So hope she wil be fine there. She going there with her school
for some event. For me, i think i'm signing up for the Cambodia trip with the school.
It's a 2 weeks stay there. Sounds fun.

Webcam with Reena yesterday and webcam with another irritating girl
who is so fucking irritating. Can't you see that i'm not entertaining you?
Last night i chat with my miss adorable. We really have a great time chatting.
Thanks for the funny video. The gay fight and can i have your number.
Yay! Now i have adorable to go school with me and eat lunch and stuff.
So cool! But ok what next class only. Now i'm close with my RP friends
which other people thinks Mat Rep. I find the change in them. Plus they
say they miss me. Hehehe. So i guess people change so do I. =)

Tomorrow going to go school with adorable, so we make a deal to come school early
cause the both of us always late for school. Tomorrow also the class plans to play RO
together as a class, i want to join but i don't have my password for RP guest someone
lost it. SHIT. or purposely don't want to give and pretend dah lost.
Nevermind don't bother about this people. Hmm, maybe i'll try and make a new acc
but using who's number ehk..hmm..

I guess i got to go nothing much to be said. I don't blog like a journal or writing a book.
Or telling people what i wear and stuff. Unnecessary information! Hahaha! Ok bye!

Can you be the apple of my eye? =)

2008-10-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

To the person who thinks that i'm only 17

and thinks bad about me and stuff, i must say

that it's bad to think bad about others if you just

say without knowing. Yes, i'm 17 only but what did i do?

I'm not jealous she say i'm jealous.

I don't have an issue she say i do.

Which one is hurtful to heard? Vulgar language or the

the "things that i've done wrong"?

Well, lets act maturely here, what people want to think about me

i'll let it be cause i know i did nothing wrong.

2008-10-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

What an exciting day for me.
I got a new job today. I don't find it, it look for me. Heh.
Great job actually! Serious tell you more later.

The started out with mum irritate me to wake up and eat breakfast.
Woke up and had a shower and ate breakfast.
Mum cooks Laksa today. Long time since she cook Laksa.
Watch TV while waiting for her to cook.
When she's done, i ate with her since me and her left at home.
Want to take a short nap but I got a call.
It was Jones, he the guy that who is so called the boss for fieldwork in synovate.
But he quit to go other company. He ask me when i'm free to work for him.
The last time i decline but now its not nice to reject his offer.
So i told him that i'm fully book for this week.
I just took a project starting thursday till friday and tomorrow
i got some mystery shopping to do the whole day.
So he ask me if i'm free today so i say yes i am.
He told me to quickly get ready and go his office.

So i went there and it was at YCK. It's near to the NCC HQ.
I basically know where it is.
Reach there at 3.30 and he tell me what to do.
Guess what? The job was super duper easy.
I think a small kid can do it.
He say he's going to pay me $7/hr
but then he say he's going to pay me $8/hr
Ape lagi happy lah!
Get paid for doing peanut work.
The best part is, i got my own room to work at.
You know the boss office, with big nice chair and
a boss table. I feel so like a boss.
Hehe. Jones really treat me very well.
He's a nice guy, he ask me out to smoke and stuff.
What he ask me to do is to count the paper if correct.
The rest os all checking questionaires.
I just flip through the papers to see everything is
filled up and done correctly and just sign.
Easy right? =)
Enough about work.

After work thought of meet that stupid cousin of mine up.
But that idiot off he's phone.
So took a train and head to tanjong pagar Starbucks to meet Mus
He works there so i thought of lepak with him after work.
Reach there and he say the store close early today so waited for him
to finish. While waiting i really have an urge to eat Oreo cheesecake.
When he finish work i told him i wanna go Starbucks to get my oreo cheesecake.
So we thought of going Central then think again we took a train to town.
Go to wheelock's starbucks. Have a oreo cheesecake and lepak there for awhile
and went back.

I'm rather sad now cause someone keeps on telling people
the wrong things. She make it seems that i'm the bad one.
But what can i say right. What can i do? I just hope that people can
just differentiate between the truth and the untruth. I never say about her
bestfriend and she say i do. I just tell her to mind her actions she say i'm jealous
and brings out matter. I'm really glad that my friends knows and understand the real
thing. I never stop her from moving on but she says i'm a barrier.
What did i do? You go out with other guys, and you say i'm jealous
but actually i'm not. What you get doing all this? Nothing.
I'm not hurting you, you're hurting yourself with your own action.
I didn't tell people a wrong facts but you do.
Haiz.. Seriously i really have to let people
decide on what is the truth. I'm sorry i think i should just don't
bother with you tell others. Whatever it is i did tell you that i'm sorry.

Till next time then.

2008-10-25T00:34:00.006+08:00

Jyeah! -_- lame!
Well i had a long day today.

I'm really sick, keep on coughing.

Well i'm really glad that the surprise went well despite

the asking Eena to boat quay was a hard job you know.

But well mange to or else everything will go down the drain.

Well we really had fun today. Me going out with Eena the whole day

to buy time. We took lots of pics. My camera got it's use this time. Heh.

Watch High School Musical 3 today and it was like full house but

luckily we bought the tickets earlier. Went "shopping" at town.

Finding someting that i don't intend to buy. hahaha.

HSM 3 ws ok but the only thing that irritates is that, it's like bollywood

movie. Sikit2 nyanyi! Ya i know it's a musical but i find it irritating.

The show don't have the conclusion that i thought they will have.

Mcm hanging there. I also don't pay attention the last part cause im

busy msging them about the situation. Heh.

Ok, it really went well like what i planned with Syah.

I really would like to thank you guys who came there and make it happens.
Without you guys i sure this thing won't work. Thank you so much! I love you guys!

Ok this are some of the pics we took.

2008-10-21T23:16:00.003+08:00

I got a bad soar throat today. Thought of skipping school but i find it a waste of time cause i don't know what today at home. Reach school like normal time which is late, hehe. Today is enterprise, that Della again with her annoying act. She marks me present not late cause i support her stand but actually i'm just being sarcastic with her. Someone showed attitude today in class. He leave the class half way like "wah!" big fcuk sia. He was angry with the faci cause he thinks tha he's right. I try to make him relax but eventually he provoke me by saying " Yasser, i thought you got soar throat?!" How rude can he be? Well, this people just think that they are smart. Whatever they say must be correct. What a jerk. Doesn't mean you big size you can bully and dominate other people.

So after school, I have no plans so i meet bestfren up at Lot. 1. Walk here and there and we sat at Mac and chit chat. So now i understand bestfren about you said. If things are meant to be, it is meant to be. Don't worry bestfren about what you said. I'm not angry at you. Maybe i'm just being sensitive. Remember that i'll always love you.

Tomorrow I have UT and my younger sis is coming to RP with her school for something so must behave a bit tomorrow. Tomorrow must wake up early or else someone like chit3 like my love birds at home. Hehehe.

My life have change now, someone keep on asking me why i didn't lepak with them. But seriously i have something on after school and stuff so not much time. I guess you guys can still have fun without me. Talk about love life, i guess i'm not ready to have one. I'm have move on but still i have no plan to woo any girls yet. Oh ya, and i've stop reading someones blog. Hehe. This shows that i've move on. Thanks bestfren! Next stop, delete photograph! Ahahaha! Kinding! Those i'll keep for memories and for other reason if possible.

I want to study now for UT, till next time.

Take me away...
A secret place...
A sweet escape...
Take me away...

Take me away ...
To better days...
Take me away...
A hiding place...

2008-10-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

Hey peepz, just finish fiddling with my Camera. Ahaha! I just got it baby! I It's actually the one Kak Su bought that time, i think last week or so then she a bit, ahem! ahem!. So she say she don't want it. She wants to buy another one so with the unused cam with she bought last week, she decide to sell me at $550 so i agree but actually she bought at $599. $49 what the discount sey. Lol. Now then i can say i have what i want not my need cause i don't know when i'm going to use it. Ok now i know when, its going to be soon! Some people might know what i'm refering to. Hehe. I hope i can make it. Anyway i'm officially broke now. Need to wait till end of the month.

I would also say to that someone that i'm happy to see her move on with life and stuff. Glad you found a guy or what so ever who can be with you all this time unlike me, i know. I would also want to say this straight. Stop acting like your shoe size, act like your age. And ya, i'm not jealous you meeting you guy friend unlike someone. So i think it's just a waste of time to say all that and stop acting like everyone is attracted to you and your like some hot stuff girl or something.

Got epidemic thingy at school today (20th oct). Expected to come early but i feel lazy but still have to go to school. I reached Jurong quiet early so call Mira and ask her if she wants to walk with me to school. She is so late that i need to wait for her at CCK. Reach Woodlands and i went to Mac to buy breakfast then went to school. Luckily i got grace period for coming late today due to the stupid epidemic exercise thing. 1st break go smoke with Aqmar, i got to know a new person too. It's one of Alex classmate. Hehe. 2nd break go out with Mira. Today our class do rebate. So basically i slack and just think on what to say during the rebate. Someone really being rude to me today in class while i'm rebating. I was so pissed off with this idiot. I don't care if you're in Rugby! Or what so ever thingy including Yoga and Ballet. Someone irritate me with money today again. I say i never go and so i don't need to pay. Reasonable right. Nevermind we see how.

Ok i want to sleep. good nyte!

2008-10-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

10 hours from now i will be at town area working and slacking.
I've been schedule to work tis weekend and next weekend and maybe
some of the weekdays because of that incident.
I really would like to apologise to my sis for my mistakes for that
time making her a fool waiting for me and telling Yee Hwee that i will be coming soon.
Because of that i have to work anything they give me to cover
up for the mistakes that i've done.

I got a lot of things that got something wrong now.
First my laptop got crack at the side,
my sony MP4 keeps on hanging and off by itself,
my handphone button cannot be press sometimes.
This is cause by the rough handling of someone out there.
If she reading this, i must say that i really hate you.
Think first. I also hate everytime when have nothing to
say and you keep on saying about the ......... thing that you think i will feel bad.
Yes, i do feel bad but it was the past. Now come to think about it,
it's your mistakes cause you have control on what to do.
So i seriously won't buy that.

Got to know someone new today.
Hehe. It's the new supervisor.
Pssst! She's kinda not bad looking. Heh.
Now at last, my work place got some malay girls,
i heard her friends work at Synovate too. Heh.
Ok2, i may sound like a cassanova but i'm not,
i just want to make new friend like i always do.
Now im single i can do whatever i like.
No more scoldings, curfew, jealousy and other stuff.
Hey people i'm starting to move on! (applause).

Now im thinking if i should just go on with what i plan earlier or just to forget about it.
I'm still thinking since this morning but still i can figure out the answer.
Hopefully the answer will come by in the morning.

Talking about coming thingy,
my HSA letter came today and my mum took it,
it was a registered mail. Then my sis took from her and place at my room.
It was a $30 fine. I really have alot of things to pay this month.
My pay is like $400 plus only. =(
How i'm going to pay for all the things? Haiz..

Ok i have to take a rest now, I think i will update when i'm free again.

2008-10-13T11:24:00.003+08:00

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

2008-10-13T10:52:00.002+08:00

Im in school now, tired from raye-ing with friends yesterday.
It's been a long time since i update. I've been busy with my own stuff
and don't have time to update. I lot of things happen actually like, i got caught
by HSA on second day of hari raya, arguments and some outings.
Just to tell you just that Eagle Eye is a must watch movie and House Bunny is quite funny.

For now, i'm really happy to see someone really willing to change
and i must say that i'm really glad now. Sometimes we really need to take in and give in.
For now, i will just let everything goes naturally. Follow the flow like they say. But i can't
promise anything for now. I hope you know what i mean.

Ok, i just change my blog song cause i really like it. It makes me feel the situation during
the past when i listen to this song frequently. I listen to this song last year or so.
By that time i was as happy as i can be and stress-free. So listen to the song now make me
feel that i'm happy and stress-free. Hahaha. Ok, i know it's crap.

Ok i better get going now, the faci is picking on me everytime and i need to help
him to tell the class everything he say cause he got soar throat. Hahaha. So i'm his speaker.
Till next time. =)

2008-10-02T10:55:00.006+08:00

Hey people this is the pics! I took only some of it.. Selamat Hari Raya!

2008-09-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hello people! First of all. Selamat Hari Raya to all of you!
I'm so happy today! Yay2 besok raye~..

Quite busy today and a bad day for me and my sis. We went to Funan. Don't want
to say for what but it's a waste of the trip. Then went to Yishun to meet my sis friend
to take something. Went to Woodlands to take Kuih Raye from my uncle. I'm late to meet
him cause the long queue to withdraw cash. Then we head back home. To put the things,
do some cleaning then go out again to accompany my sis to get her perm done. I so sebok2
that i also got my hair done, i colour my hair. Hehe. Matching with the baju kurung. Lol.
It's nice to get my hair shampoo-ed by other people. So nice.
Went home after buke and eat a bit. Went out again after that to Bugis.
Sharin pick us up at our place and pass him something. Sis got her eyebrows done.
Call a cab and went back home.

Now i'm at home feeling excited for tomorrow. I guess i can't wake up for tomorrow
prayers. hehe. Ok2, i need to clean my room again. Till next time..=)

2008-09-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

Hello.. I got good news and bad news. Which one first?
Ok the bad news first. Frankly speaking, i have a feeling that in
a few days time i'm going to get sick and it's going to be Hari Raya in few
days time. I woke up this morning and i have a soar throat. I keep on sneezing and
my body feel heaty. God, please help me, i don't want to get sick during Hari Raya
celebration. For now i have a running nose which i find it really irritating. I sound
different now. Haiz, hope that i will recover soon.

Didn't go to school today and slack the whole morning at home alone.
Mum went to the doctor and no one at home so played the deskstop the
whole day. Mum came back and bugging me to get ready to go out and
follow her to HDB @ Bukit Merah to pay the bills. I refuse to cause i
told her that i'm lazy to go and follow her. So i told her that she don't have
to wait for me and told her that i will meet her at town after she had pay her bills.
In the end, the cancel the plan to pay the bill and ask me to hurry up and go town.

Meet my younger sis there. We need to go shopping and buy what we need today or else
Dad will make noise. I need to buy clothes, new bottoms and shoes. I bought 2 new tops
from Freshbox and 2 pants. I really like my new polo tee, you guys should see when
i wear it. I look so attracting with the colourful stripes. hehe. Then shop for new shoes.
Went to look around and i saw this Kappa shoe quite nice, about to buy but then think
about it most of my shoes are Kappa. So i thought of buying Converse but i
don't like the design. Then I saw this Everlast sneakers but no size. -_-
So at last mum saw this Nike sneakers and she likes it and so do i. Haha.
So i try it on and there's my size. =) But at last i'm happy that i got to buy all the
things that is suppose to be bought. I thought of buying Air max but then maybe
next time cause i don't want to spend mum cash too much.

After that, shop for my sis stuff then mum need to go off to buy somethings
so she ask me and my sis to break fast outside. So we went to wheelock Burger King.
After that, Farhad came with Iffah. Chat with them and we went home together.

Reach home and i try my clothes. I'm loving the polo tee. Hehe.
Ok that's the good news. I got to buy the necessary stuff. =)
Ok i got to go now. Till next time.

2008-09-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

Hey there.. I change my blog song, I kinda like this song. Hehe!
Try to find it at imeem but can't get it so i upload it myself..=)
Ok, i won't talk about my love life anymore, cause it's useless to thing about sad things.
I will try something new which the faci say work in helping us to feel happy.
All i have to do is to write down 5 things that i'm greatful of everytime i update
and it will help by making us thing positive.

I really must tell you guys that yesterday i got disturb in the MRT by this two
malay girls! -_-. I only thought that guys disturb girls but not the other way round.
I can only say thatt they are stupid to talk loudly as they think that i couldn't
listen to them cause i'm wearing earpiece but they didn't know that i pause the music as soon that i realise they were talking about me. From Jurong East till Queenstown i hear every single thing they say about me and they are laughing their ass off.

Bitch 1: Kau cakap kuat2 sekali die dengar sak! Hahaha!
Bitch 2: Die kan pakai earpiece bodoh! Mane die boleh dengar.

They are so damn bitchy like hell. They look like minah, like uneducated people!
Ok enough already.

I've been going to school late every single day and i can see all the 0.5 at my daily grade.
Went home early today and break fast at home (second time) rather than eating outside.
Reach home at 6.30 and no one at home till 20 mins later. Hahaha.
I didn't eat alot like usual. I only eat Mee goreng a bit.

FYI, maybe on Saturday i'm going to watch The Contender live match. I think i have extra ticket. Anyone interested to go? This weekend i want to rest rather than work.
I need to clean my room. So fast it's going to be one month of fasting and it's Hari raya.
Wee~

Now come to the greatful thing part:

1)I'm glad that i pay my oustanding bill
2)Happy that i don't have to be stress about everything.
3)I'm greatful that i can go to school
4)i'm happy that i got what i want and have nothing else to buy for myself.
5)I'm happy that my name is Yasser? heh.

Ok, i need a rest now, update soon.

Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me~

2008-09-18T14:12:00.000+08:00

Hey people! It’s been a while since I updated. My life has been better than usual. I got over it all ready. It’s hard you know but whatever it is we really have to move on, no point hanging there if things are bad. Ok I don’t want to talk about it.

Well people just to inform you guys that I will be using back my old number which is the bill. I’m so happy that I manage to pay off the outstanding balance which is a huge sum of money. Yeah I know I use the bill to much but this time I’m going to limit myself and not calling people so much like what I usually do. So if u guys can’t get me at the number that I’m using now, then u can try contacting the other number. If you don’t have my number you can just ask me when I’m online.

This few days, I’ve always been late for school. I don’t know why I’m turning lazy like a pig! Hahaha.. Today I woke up late again. Yesterday I woke up at 9 so I didn’t go to school. Went to town at 4 plus to me a friend and went back at around 8. Today I’m going to work to earn money! I’m so loving work now.

Ok I’m in school now I need to do some work first. Update next time.

2008-09-14T00:25:00.002+08:00

Quite a tiring day for me today. Woke up late and went to work late.
I did online monitoring today and i'm so bored at the office alone.
Tapping people calls and listen to what they say is not fun for
me already and worst thing it's during the fasting month where
i can go down and smoke. I'm going to be busy working starting from today.
Need a lot of cash now. Tomorrow i'm going to work again alone in the
office. But at some point of time it's quite funny as they interviewer
don't even know who to pronounce some words like Qatar and Qantas.

Ok, after work i went to Marina to meet Helmi. Went there and we ate
Pizza Hut. At last, got to eat there like i wanted to. Went to the Marina steps
and sat there for a while to smoke, saw this group of mat's took a number from
a girl that sat at the corner. The girl look pretty. But.......... Hahahahaha!
When she turns, there's a plaster on her cheek. Hahahahahahahahaha!
I was laughing like hell and keep on saying that the guys are stupid, never see
properly. I think that the guys must regret asking for the number. The girl is not
pretty also, she look pretty from the side and in the dark. Hahaha. The moral of
the story is, not to judge the water by its color and don't just the book by its cover.
Girls out there may look pretty and awesome but when you see them properly,
they are not. Be like me, don't go for look. Hahaha!
We went to Swensen after that just to eat ice cream. I ate Sticky Chewy chocolate. Yummy!
Walk to City Hall after that and went back home. Go home and do RJ. Hahaha.

Anyway i bought my Raya clothing already. Went Geylang yesterday.
I'll be wearing gold this year. Mum chose the color for me cause i lazy to choose
so she pick the color. I didn't know that buying the clothing is expensive. I think
with that money i can use to buy some other normal clothing that i want.

Well now i'm really relief from my STRESS. Thanks to Sharin! It's really a BIG favour
from you. I don't know how can i really thank you. Thanks alot again.

I have to work hard now. WORK3! That's me now. Work more and cut the spending.
Ok i got to go..bye

2008-09-10T14:25:00.001+08:00

I’m in school now. I just met her during my break just now.
I felt sad to meet her cause all those memories keep coming back in my mind.
I really feel that I can’t move on if she can’t move on.
Messaging with her for the past few days. She worried about me for the past few days.
Lately I just want to spent time alone with myself.
Going out alone to somewhere quiet to think about all the stress I’ve been thru now.
I know that she is worried but this is me when I’m really stressed.
She insists on meeting up with me after school today.
I don’t know what is it for but when I meet her, I know I feel different.
It’s not like what we were in the past. I’m not myself when I meet her.
I also don’t want her to waste time on me. I’m not worth to waste time on.
I think later on when I’m meeting her, I’m going to tell her really how
I feel and I hope that she will understand. I just want to let out everything that has been hiding inside me. But I’m afraid that she will be sad and cry.
I really don’t want that to happen.

Ok, I’m about to end my break and I should get back to work now.
So till next time then.

2008-09-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

Some people just like to see things atomistically but not holistically.
I learn that today and i think it's related to my situation right now.
If you guys can see, my blog page is left empty now without any pictures.
Do you guys think that i want to delete those pictures? It's really hard for me
to do it. There a reason behind doing all that. What for putting something
that when you look at it, you will feel sad? Yeah i know, all i do is all wrong.
Thanks i finally know it, i'm the source of every problem. All those words
you have said to me really hurting but i try to take it as the fact cause or else
someone will call me over sensitive. I'll just let you assume everything you
want now cause it's useless to argue. I'm willing to take all the blame now.
Now it's fasting month. I don't want to be someone who hurt others with
hurtful words during these period and i really don't plan to.

Don't say i think about myself. Look at these example,
tomorrow i need to go my aunt house to break fast.
Everyone of my aunty and uncle will be there.
I'm willing to rush to town to meet her and take my bag
cause i really need to use it but now she ask me to go to town,
wait till 5 which is going to be late for me to meet my family.
This is because she's meeting her friends at 5. So somebody
Tell me if i'm thinking about myself.

I have no mood blog. Thanks to some people! =(

2008-09-05T00:56:00.002+08:00

I totally like my blog song. One of my classmate notice me listening
to this song everytime and he's like asking why are you keep on haering the
same song over and over again? Well i like it so..Yeah i like it!

Went to school late today. I was like an hour late?!
I accidenatally press the off button not the snooze.
So i slept till like 8.15? Im suppose to me in the train at Jurong east
at that point of time. Sis send me halfway and alight me at Clementi.
Met Aqmar at Woodlands and took a bus. Luckily, we reached before
the first break and it was like 9:57? One of my classmate came after me
so he and me formed a new team, a team of two people. It's good to have
lesser people in the group as it will be easy for us to do work.
I didn't do anything the whole day today! Hahaha!
We use the CBL method which is Copy Based Learning!
So all our work is just a copy of other people work.
Yeah I know it's bad but I'm fasting mah cannot do many work!
Hahaha!

Break fast at LJS with Ahn and Ah Xing.
I break fast without any water cause that
stupid LJS runs out of Lemon Tea..-_-
So they send me the drinks after i finish
half of my fries. Went back at 8 pm today.

It's Dad's birthday and i have no time to get him something
Ask my sis to help me buy frangarance for him.
Maybe a Hugo boss? So he can smell like me. Hahaha!
But she have to time so she bought a shirt for him
i still don't know what shirt maybe Tommy or Ralph Lauren

Talking about frangarance, my Hugo is about to finish.
I don't know what to buy. Thought of trying something new.
Thought of try Coolwater. Think about that later.

Anyway, i really would like to thank all those peeps who is there
for me whenever i'm feeling down this few days. Thanks for all
the advices. I really would like to thank bestfriend for being there.
I don't really know what state i'm in now, maybe emotionally disturbed??
Is there such a word in the first place?? Hmm, Nevermind.
I be super duper happy for a moment, and feeling down the next minute.
Maybe all this is so damn hard for me to move on but i guess i have to
stick to the fact that life should go on and it's useless to cry over a spilled milk.
I'm facing reality now and i'm not hidding from it. Ok stop it.

Few more hours and oing to wake up and eat the earliest breakfast
which is sahur. So got to go, need to smoke first then sleep.
Anyway, fasting month is not cutting me down on cigg
but encourage me to buy and smoke more! Hahaha!
Nevermind, stress mah! =)

2008-08-31T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hey people! I'm back..
I just got back from Woodlands just now.

Wake up in the morning to answer a stupid call which call me early in the
morning. My Kak Su called and ask me to follow her to go to cementry.
It was like 7 plus she called and ask me to get ready by 8 plus. She will
be waiting for me at the carpark at that time so i say ok just because i
want to put down the phone. I went back to sleep and dad me up asking
me to get ready before my sis reach. I was lazy so i say i'm not going and
get back to sleep.

Woke up around 4 plus. Hahaha. I know i sleep so long. Had a shower and
my parent came back. Kak Reen also came home today and ask me to
follow her to Suntec. I had to turn them down as i'm really tired.
Then Kak Su ask me to get ready to go out to my uncle house wif my parents.
I really don't want to go out today but Kak Siti ask me to accompany her.
So i say ok. Went out at 6 plus and went to my uncle house.

After that we drove to Woodlands MRT to purchase my consession pass.
Dad was hungry, Mum wanted to buy things for the fasting period so i
suggest that we can go to woodlands sheng shiong so mum can buy things there
and dad can eat. I followed mum to Sheng Shiong and buy alot of things.
I just take what i feel like eating during the fasting month. Hehe.
I was shocked to saw Emika there too. Lol. Among all places sey.
So we paid for the things and went to the car. Drove back home and
drop by at Mac to buy something to eat.

Went home and settle down and ta-da! I'm blogging.
Well i have nothing left to say so till next time! Bye!

2008-08-31T01:28:00.002+08:00

2008-08-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hey hello! I'm back!
Ok yesterday was quite fun. Went bck to queensway and met up with
the teachers. Met up with ex-schoolmate too.
After that i went Sim Lim alone to buy my Bluetooth headset
cause no one wants to follow me there. Went there and the shop is closed.
Like WTF..-_-! Then i went to Suntec to the IT fair hoping to buy it there
but also don't have another -_-! I went and meet my friends at Vivo as plan
for Syahidah surprise party at Swensen. Wen there and i'm late. Sorry about
guys. Eat at banquet and after that plan to go Marina to watch Baybeats.
We thought of going bowling in the first plan but then cancel. The girls went
home and left wif the guys. So the 4 of us went to Marina but then we didn't
go baybeats but instead the guys followed me for my shopping.
I thought of buying a pair of Nike shoes then after that i also thought of
buy Quicksliver sweater. So i don't know what to choose. Then we went to the
IT fair cause we thought to go there and have a look then got to suntec city.
But then i saw a Sony MP4 which i find it attractive and it's selling at a
good price. But it cost the same as the Nike shoe and sweater. At last i bought it
as i feel that i can buy the shoe or sweater other time but this MP4 is
selling at a good price. Lepak at Marina after that then went home.

Today, woke up and called Helmi if we want to go out but he say
he can't cause it's her sister brithday. Call farhad and he say
he can make it only at 4 and he wants to buy a bag. So i went out with my sis
to Vivo and catch Death Race. Tell you guys, for me the show was great! Must see!
After the show went to NUM to buy my haivainas sandals then went to town to meet farhad.

We went to wheelock and he bought a crumpler bag. Then met Mus and Hazwan. We all
watch a group of people from RP which in a percussion perform. Eat then went to
Taka and lepak. Went back home and the bus was pack. Reach home at 11.

Ok now i'm really don't know what to do with the situation
that i'm facing now for those of you who knows. It's hard for
me to continue on if someone will not change their mindset.
You want to meet me and you ask me to come to your place? Is that
the right way? If the distance is near then it's fine but this is too
much. I really think that i really had enough of everything. I'm sick and
tired of have so much stress.

Talking about it makes me have no mood already. Ok, bye!

2008-08-28T20:21:00.002+08:00

Went out today to town again with peeps.
They went around to find the stuff they need.
Luckily they are free or else in going to be alone at home.
Went out of the house quite late.
Meet them and eat at LJS.
They bought some stuff and went home.

Tomorrow i'm going back to Queensway.
Hope to see some ex schoolmate that i'm close with during the past.
We have plans tomorrow..hehe..It's a surprise.
I'm going baybeats tomorrow i guess if they are going.
Hope it's going to be fun tomorrow.
I really pray hard now that my pay is tomorrow.
So i can spend! I really want to buy those sony headset!
If i get my pay tomorrow, i'm sure going to buy it tomorrow.

Ok2, mum is so irritating now asking me to eat! Ergh!
Before she shouts till the whole flat can hear her asking me to eat,
i better get going now. Bye

2008-08-28T12:34:00.002+08:00

It never fails to make me laugh whenever i view it again and again.

There more video of Miss Swan that is much more funny.

2008-08-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

What a lepak day for me today..
Woke in the morning and alone at home like usual.
Due to something, i'm stress and quite sad.
So i thought of going out to relieve my stress.
Call Helmi and plan to meet him.
So met him at town at 12. Lepak at Taka then went
around to window shop. Pay day is few days nearer you see.
Took the time to share with him the problem and what a
coincident, he's have the same problem like i do. Exactly the same
as mine. So we talk and talk till we realise that we are really facing the
same problem. He really knows how i'm feeling.
Now i got a same person who knows what actually i mean.

Well lets push aside the problem. I'm not running away from the fact.
Just that i don't want to talk about it any futher cause its just make me sad
and ruins all the happy moods. Maybe just let nature do it's work.

I got a list of things that i want:

NEEDS

-New pair of haivainas/ Nike slippers
-Haircut
-Sony bluetooth earpiece that can be connected to laptop and handphone
-Pay my bills
-Pay debts

WANTS

-i phone
-i-pod touch
-Sony thumbdrive
-Punching bag
-New shoes
-New Nike bag

Basically that's my wants and needs cause i know how to set my priority right
I don't think i have enough money to buy my needs even so i can dream on
about my wants. Helmi really wants to buy the i phone. He is stress all day
because of that and how can he convince his parents to buy for him.
Went to Taka garden and lepak there. Went home at 9 plus.

When i'm with him that's what we do, lepak all day long.
We don't find it boring cause we keep on having things to talk about.
At least i have my cousin with me for now who i can share my problems.

When back home and we have a family talk.
I have to be the negotiator to talk to my father about renting a car for
Hari Raya. So we plan and make a decision at last that we are going
to rent a car for our own convience. Rather than we taking our sisters car
or taking the taxi. Taxi is going to be taking alot of time. We need to go
to alot of places and it's going to be expensive. So we are going to have a
car. Wee~

Well thats all for today, update real soon.

2008-08-24T20:15:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired and stress. Been working since Thursday and have no rest till today

Work is so stressful for me and today i'm able to wrap things up.

But the people gave me trouble all day long. Listen to this you people who work

under me, You don't give me trouble and don't make things hard for me,

i won't make work hard for you. This people only wants it their way, idiots!

When i gave them extra work, they don't want, when i gave them less work,

the idiots will complaint saying i'm just wasting their time. Come on lah people,

if you in my position then you will know how it feels like to be a supervisor.

It may look simple but sometimes it can be complicated too.

I'm really stress today, i ask girlfriend to come along but she went out with

her family according to her. She knows how stress am i this few days with work.

I finish work early today, those idiots finish work fast today. So i went home straight

after work. Though of hanging out after work but don't think anyone will be available.

I'm still stress now cause i might not know what will happen if my boss know that i

go to work 2 hours late. Hahaha..

Got to go now.. bye

Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

2008-08-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

2008-08-22T11:53:00.002+08:00

Ouch.. My tummy aches. I drank slurpee early in the morning. =S

I'm working today and yesterday was tiring and busy. Being the supervisor

is not easy you know, it's harder when things doesn't go as plan and you get

calls every minute.There's some problem yesterday and i have to do alot

of work. I need to arrange the location, make their schedule and check

their work. Today i'm going to go to Funan and Sim Lim.

I thought of bring babygirl to work today but i think she have plans with her

mum. I guess she don't wants too cause it's boring you see. I can't expect her

to look at me do my work and follow me where ever i go right? So i guess

it's fine with me then. I want to work, work, work so i have alot of money

then i can spend. I going to eat at pizza hut when i got my pay.

I need to do some work now. bye!

2008-08-21T01:28:00.003+08:00

2008-08-18T02:04:00.002+08:00

Hey people, I know it's kind of late to blog but i really

got nothing to do.It might pass midnight but the night is still young..

I got enough rest at home today. Well i didn't went out today cause i just

feel like restingat home rather than going out. No one can go out with me even.

I'm suppose to go to my class chalet which is today 18th - 20th but

due to some reason I'm willing sacrifice all that.

Now i'm feeling kind of down and that's why i think i can't sleep.

I'm suppose to meet babygirl today at woodlands but it turn out to be a failure.

If i know this is going to happen, i think will go for the chalet.

Well if you know how i feel then you will understand.

Do you ever feel before that whatever you do turn out to be a failure

and nothing comes out right. Well, i'm feeling that way now. =(

I thought by not going to chalet, i'm able to meet her everyday like

she told me before but then what i'm doing now didn't turn out to be the way

i expected things to happen. I know i may not find be that understanding at

sometimes but when you know how i'm feeling to be treated like this

then you will know.I'm trying my best to change here, i'm really trying

hard. I'm trying to be patient with everything that is

happening and hope for the best.

1 more day till own 7th months together and i hope

on that day, you will be able to meet me like we have plan before

cause i got something for you this time and i hope you

going to like it. I also hope that i could meet you for a longer

period of time this time.

Well it seems that after this, i'm going to

sleep and when i open my eyes in

the moring, i'm going to be alone at

home again without anyone and the

things that i planned will not work out

to be as plan cause i will not meet her.

I would like to apologise to my classmate

for not being able to make it for the chalet.

I hope youguys will enjoy yourself.

I'm sure i'm going to miss all the

fun that you guys will be having.

Anyway, i really like the song of my

blog now. It keeps on replaying in my

mind for now. Hahaha.

~Always talking about what you got~

~Girl you know that you need to stop~

2008-08-10T00:52:00.003+08:00

Anyway my sis bought for me a Fila watch which i dun noe when to wear cause i have my

Everlast watch with me. The watch have and extra strap with is red in colour.

Bu the thing is i can't wear it cause its reali big for me. My wrist is small so its loose

as the is not the 'put inside hole' (i don't know what it's call) or the 'stick2 one' but this is the

metal thingy..

2008-08-09T23:36:00.005+08:00

Well, who went to NDP? We did! Hahaha. I can say that this is the most fun NDP i had in my

whole life but i hope theres more to come in the future. This is how my days goes.. I know its

kinda long but i'm the one who is typing and you guys only reading..

Woke up, have a shower, play games and went out at 1 to Kak Su place which is at Bedok.

Took MRT there then took a taxi from the MRT stn to her house. Enter her house and exit her

house. Hahaha. Went down to the carpark and drove off to raffles place to park her car. Walk to

Padang. Then meet baby girl and my other friends like hafiz and his gf, Aqmar with her bf.

Went to Funan for a while to top up my prepaid. I know...budget. After that went to the Padang

sat there till the show start. It was raining halfway throughout the show. All of us were like

wearing our ponchos. The stop after that and i got to see the F-16 in action. I have to apologise

to babygirl cause i know i'm noisy during the entire show. The best part is to sit down with

baygirl and watch the fireworks together. I thought it was only a dream but it came true.

After the show we went to eat but lost our way make the wrong turn and end up in a human

traffic jam! We thought of eating at Funan but it was pack. We went to Central instead and we

LJS. I brought her to a place that i really want to sit with my own girlfriend since long time ago

which is the steps beside the river near central but it was full so we sit near the steps. Well at

least my intention was there. Have our dinner there. I know it's not cool to eat there but i find

it ok to me eating with girlfriend near a place that have a nice view.

After that we went back. Babygirl took 33 with me and alight at Redhill. I hope the train is not

pack went she took it. All i worried is about her safety. So yea, I reall had a great day today and i

must say that this is the best National Day i ever had. Thanks to her for spending the time with

me. Here are some pictures that we took. I had enough of taking pctures to i make some stupid

move and face. Ahahaha. If you can see that some of them i purposely close my eyes! Hahaha.

2008-08-07T18:51:00.004+08:00

Well i've not been to school for 2 days now. I'm all alone at home today, pretty bored. I've been

playing my flight simulator for the entire day. Yeah i know, like crazy people but it does kept me

from feeling bored.

I don't know what to say. I'll update next time..=)

And ya, actually i made this her yesterday but I'm not able to meet her so i cant give her..=(

2008-08-02T08:32:00.005+08:00

Yawn* Gd morning people! I know it's kind of early to blog but what to do i

can't get back to sleep because the two birds outside is making irritating noises!

Well woke up and took my phone. Found out that girlfriend msg me and call me when

i was asleep. Just to tell you this darling, I'm sorry that yesterday i did go online cause

I'm having problem with my laptop. Then plus the tiredness of going out i ACCIDENTALY sleep.

I try to stay awake but i can't i'm sorry girlfriend i know you have been waiting for me for quite

a long time. I had a headache anyway.

I'm going to be broke! I had my pay last few day and i spent alot in one day. I got myself a

privacy screen which cost alot and people say i spent too much money on that. My friends were

like " $80 bucks for that screen protector?!". Well, at least i'm happy that i bought it. I also

Nike sling bag which i like it so much, laptop sleeves, 1 topman bottom and wallet, two shirts and

2 packs of cigarettes. Hahaha. I know girlfriend will be angry if i spend on cigarette.

Yesterday, it was a gay day! Hahaha! Cannot meet girlfriend so be gay ah. Hehe. Ok2, I'm

just joking! Went to school late and plan with farhad to go out on that day to catch The Dark

Knight. So we decided to skip school and went to town. We catch the movie at the cathay. It was

full house and we got the seat which is 3rd row from the front. Hahaha! Overall the show was a

great show to watch. Even farhad who watch it already watch it again with me yesterday. Haha!

After that walk to Far East plaza to eat. I was super hungry sey. I ate fried rice and farhad eat

i forgot what which look disgusting but taste nice. After dinner, walk to taka and lepak there

my phone batt went flat so i didn't manage to msg girlfriend.

Went to mac at ngee ann city and bought my sis food. When i was queing i felt like i'm going to

faint. You know me i like to faint. Haha. The staff there was slow, luckily i bought not so much

things or else i'll be lying on the floor by then. Went back and reach home at 10pm and may

laptop have problem which didn't allow me to go online. I'm sorry again girlfriend.

Ok, im going off soon. I need to go to work later on. bye.

OH wait, i forgot, i went through my handphone pictures and i saw this! HUHU!

2008-07-27T22:56:00.002+08:00

Ok, i just came back.. Went to work today and it was ok for me. What a tiring day for me.

Luckily i have Helmi as the QC. I just started to be supervisor again and same

old thing again, tired and stressful. Tomorrow i have to go to office after school so

tomorrow i have to bring all the papers to school. Bohoo. Papers plus laptop and the usual things.

After work, me and Helmi walked from tanjong pagar to Funan. Went there and eat KFC.

Then went to lepak at esplanade. There was a gig there but i just sat down and talk to Helmi

but all the songs they play are nice. 3 straight days of gigs. Please ok, i'm not the type of person

how like this kind of stuff. I'm just kiling my loneliness thats all. Helmi had some argument

with his gf but then they are ok after that. Ahaha. So went back after that after Helmi finish

doing his paperwork.

Girlfriend is online and webcam with me now. Go to go.

2008-07-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

I'm bored now.. Just feel like blogging..

Lately, i'm feeling quite lonely without meeting her..

I really miss her so much you know.. I miss the time where

I can meet her everyday after school. But, i doubt that will happen.

Some things i meant to be unsaid.. What whatever it is life have to move

on. I have to accept what is happening now and hope for the better.

Anyway, I really hope that she clear her O's like what she wanted and

I'm always here to support her morally and I know you can do it! I have faith in you!

Ok let's move on shall we..

I must say that i pretty rich with ciggarettes you know! Wee~

Yesterday went to work and Uncle Wallace gave me 4 packs!

Don't ask me why he gave me that much, I'm not sure myself..

It's been a routine where whenever I met him, he will definately

give me at least a pack! It's fun working with him you know..

I'm suppose to supervise him on his work but in the end we both

ending up at Mac slacking around. If the company knows I'm doing this

I will definately get fired and F-ed! But i got my way to cover up things

I'm suppose to be working today after school, but then it's cancel.

Looking at the positive side, i can have a rest and no need to rush after school.

But the negative side is, lesser $$. Lesser money means cannot buy things that i like

Maybe i can't buy myself what i want in the next month..

But this month, i'm going to buy privacy screen protector for my laptop.

It's kind of cool you know where people who sit by your side will

not be able to see what you doing on your laptop. This is good during class

time so that the faci will not know what you doing and to add in the KPO's

people around the world. I find it really cool but the price of it is also cool

$59.90 for that thing. But well i think it's worth it for my own benefits..

Don't think that i want to buy that because i want to watch dirty stuff

and don't want others to see okay.. I know some people will think

of that.

Well after school went to hang out with the usual people. Chit chat and smoke is

what we do.. Hahaha.. Planned to go home late but then Yusri ask me to walk with

him to MRT. So i guess should be just nice if i go home early so that i can relax..

RJ and the other stuff have been submitted in class already so i have nothing

much to worry about. That's why i'm blogging now..

I'm so random that i like to listen to old songs now. Well it's not that old lah..

I also don't know why, whenever i listen to them it reminds me of the

time when i listen to them frequently last time.

One last thing i want to share, my i luv just spoilt yesterday! =(

The stupid wiring came off. I don't if i'm rough or the i luv sucks

I just bought it early this month sey.. Now spoilt! I have to use

my handphone to listen to musics now. But it's ok, Walkman phone wat..

Hahaha! Kerek kepe yasser!

Well i guess i'm going off now!....

2008-07-06T19:27:00.005+08:00

Hey people! I'm bored, first i have to say that the first picture that you saw is just a joke, don't take it too hard ok girlfriend. heh. Today is just a normal Sunday for me where i woke up late and didn't go anywhere. Wanted to chat on the phone with girlfriend but she's busy and sick so i have to be at home doing my own thing. Girlfriend is sick, i hope she recover by tomorrow cause she meeting me tomorrow after a whole week of not seeing each other faces. I'm really looking forward till tomorrow, don't let me down ok.

In the afternoon mum came back with kak reen and her family. Mum bought me food, Salted fish fried rice, nice but weird, i never see before fried rice with tau gay (i think that should be the spelling) well it makes me full anyway. Kak reen just went home and mum just went out with dad, now its me and kak Ti only. haiz. Boring, it's the same as i'm alone at home cause we didn't care about each other and do our own things. She was like...

Kak siti: wah no one's going to be at home till 10pm, confirm can pu pah (smoking)

Me: Yeah im my room again, if anything happens i'm going to get it -_-

Kak siti: Nevermind you're a boy what.

Me: Whatever! -_-

I'm waiting till girlfriend online now cause really i feel so lonely and feel that i have no one at certain time. I hope things will go as you promised. I would not like to see anything that happen like this week. I really want to meet my girlfriend badly. I even pray before i sleep for her to gte better each day. Nevermind, tomorrow im going to meet her. Huhu!

Yesterday something bad happen to me at night, i hope it's not going to happen again. I was smoking in my room then halfway i feel that i dizzy. So i light off my cigg, went i just put my cigg in my box, the next thing i knew was i'm lying on the floor. I feel very weak, my face was painful, i think i hit the floor with my face hard and now the upper part of my eyes is a bit swollen. It's scary you know when you got to know that you faint during the night when people is asleep, no one will help you. What if i die? they will know the next morning. I also not sure how long i faint but i think is around 15 mins cause when i saw the clock it was like 3. Haiz, i hope it will not happen again

Ok that's all i wanna share. Good bye!

It take less than a day to know someone but it takes more than a day to forget one.~ I love my girlfriend forever, ever, ever and ever, ever, ever ~

2008-06-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hey people, i'm just bored with nothing to do. Msging gf now. Gf is meeting me tomorrow. huhu. I'll try my best to go out early ok my love but remember RP isn't my father school which i can skip and end class early. But i think for tomorrow should be ok bcos the faci is different. Make sure you make it on time ok and don't last minute canno make it. You know that's going to make me mad at you.

I went down just now to buy food, i bought 4 hotdogs rolls,1 Kitkat Chunky, 1 can Coconut drink and 1 bowl of Koka Tom Yum instant noodle. I realise that for now i really eat a lot. I think bcos i change my mindset to eat a lot so that i could grow fat. I ate 3 plate of chicken rice last 2 days and i'm shock myself. Maybe i'm going to die soon. Ahaha. Choy ah! Touch wood, metal, plastic! But from what i heard is, if people going to die, they do the things that they never do before like for people who never eat a lot suddenly eat a lot. But choy ah, i think it's just rumours.

Blog3 and i forgot to reply my gf msg. Ahahaha. Ok update soon whenever i'm bored!

Bye2!

2008-06-26T11:47:00.002+08:00

Im alone at home for now, waiting for gf to call me..
Im bored so i decided to blog.. Didn't attend school today because
i want to talk to my gf on the phone. Today will be a boring day for me at home
alone. Maybe i need to go out to buy food, i'm going to be hungry soon. But i'm going to go alone. bohoo. Like idiot sey, eat alone outside. LOL.
4 more days to $$ day! Wohoo,i can't wait but i won't spend a lot. The money i will spend on nessasary item like the things i need like daily food and the money will be use for my extra pocket money!! =)
Every month i buy something for myself to reward myself for my hardwork and this month, i think i'm going to get myself new jeans at topman or a new bag.

Yesterday after school went and meet sharin and my sis and we wnet to marina square to do some shopping but at last we didn't buy anything bcos the thing that my sis wanted to buy isn't there. So we went to Starbucks to lepak ad my sis use my laptop to surf the net. Me and Sharin, like usual, chit chat about many things. I really had fun yesterday even though i didn't manage to meet my gf.

That should be all i wanted to say. I'll update soon! =)

Things will not be like what we wanted in life. We will tend to appreciate the thing, when it's lost.

2008-06-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday

Skip school
Meet girlfriend at queenstown
Went to Henderson Wave
Sit down there chit chat and enjoy the view
Went to queenstown back (hmm...)
Took a bus to town and went to The cathay
Got the tickets for Zohan
Go eat instant noodle with girlfriend
Watch movie ( Zohan is quite a funny movie)
Go and eat KFC
Send girlfriend to woodlands and went back home

At the end out the day, meet up with girlfriend = great and happy day!

For today, i didn't manage to meet up with her because she have to teach her sisters but i'm ok with it and have to understand. Hopefully can meet her tomorrow. I just got email for the rock fiest in school but i don't know if i really want to go. Gig and moshing isn't my cup of tea. I feel like a typical mats going there. Ya i know, its stupid to say that but that's me, i want to be someone different from others.

Anyway i have nothing much to say. Tomorrow UT so have to sleep early to avoid waking up late. bye

2008-05-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hmm, i feeling kinda weird actually. =S
I feel that i'm not a good boyfriend. What i did today was just a joke but
i didn't thought we both are going to take it seriously. Why we always have arguments?
I hope that both party could give in and take in. Lesser arguements, more happy.
I'm sorry that i couldn't make you happy today like i promised last night but how hard i
try i will always fails and find myself arguing with you. But well for me, nothing will make me feel happier to see her face and see her smile.

Today, class was ok but i think i didn't contribute alot to the
team. ahaha. I'm just a lazy bump. For presentation, i just read out what they told me to say and make it their point as mine. Lol..Shit! Now i just remembered that tomorrow
i'm have a UT. Hope i can do well for it.

School end late, -_-#
Met the normal clan then went lepak with them. What we do? Laugh and smoke!
There's this guy with his girlfriend join us who were actually shahrul and Fir's friend.
After a while,this gundu shahrul say we wants to go and buy a drink then came back with 2 bottles of tiger beer.-_-# X 2. I did a sin. I open for them the bottles using my billabong belt. ahaha. They started drinking. The both of them,shahrul and his friend. I was like, hmm. This was the previous mistake i have done before and i'm not going to do it again and they told
me not to do it too. I also don't want to do it too. Lol.
Got to go back at 7.30 because i promise someone that i will be back at that time.-_-
But a promise is a promise. When back at that time and at Jurong East, met up with this 2
idiotic,fcucking moron whom i know. I hate talking to them but i have too. Still secondary school and otak childish! The way they talk is like an asshole, so rude. Stupid guys, got to stuck with them all the way to queenstown.

OK GOT TO GO!

2008-05-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

Feel like blogging again. ahaha. Today sucks! I don't know why. I didn't went out today except for getting my haircut. I hate my hair now, cause is short and the fringe is short too. -_-#. Looks like when im still in sec school, the neat2 type. But nevermind, hair can grow and got gf already so what for nak handsome2 kan. ahahaha. Sorry gf i know u told me to trim my hair only but what to do if they cut already. =P

Tomorrow i have enterprise module,bohoo. The last grade i got was a D. Ergh! He say because he feel that i didn't contribute. Well people, think whatever you want to think ok -_-. Tomorrow i have to rush again after sch cause need to bring someone and fad to the office as the want to apply for job at my work place. Hmm, so next time i go to work, they will be working with me! huhu! (i learn how to use the word 'huhu' already') So i think i have to miss my interview at sch for cyriva club which starts at 5 and i need to accompany them to the office lastest by 5.30. Impossible right? So ya, i will miss my chance.

Ok,till here then. bye!

To my gf: please do come early ok, don't be late. I will always love you! You're my everything! Muackz!

High on love darling,we no need to take drugs..=)

2008-05-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm suddenly i feel like blogging. ahaha. So random sak. Let's talk about school, hmm,(random again) school was fun to me ah but i don't know about the rest. I've been get alot of B's and few A's but this week it's the first time i got my first C and D. For me, i felt that time in RP do pass by really fast. Most of the time spend is on break which i use for meeting up with friends and go smoke together. I make alot of new friends at RP but i won't forget the old one that i have previously. I hope my life in RP will always be great and enjoyable like now. But the thing is, the distance between my house and school is so far away. It's so boring to sit in the train and rush to school everyday cause i usually go out of my house late. ahaha. The time i reach home from school everyday is at 10 plus as everyday i have something on like floorball or meeting my gf.

For today, i watch iron man at causeway with my lovely gf! Im so happy that we could spend time together and catch a movie. The movie was nice and great. Gf if u are reading this im sure that you will say that its a nice and great movie kan3? =P

I want to say that im really blessed to get a gf like emika cause she makes my world goes,huhu! ahahaha. Although we have sweet and bitter memories, but im glad that you stick with me and always be there for me. I really2 appreciate that you came to my school and wait outside my class most of the time just to spend time with me and what more could be asking for. Thanks for being a good girlfriend to me. I love you so much and i know you love me too. ahahaha..

The next time i blog will be the time where i have nothing to do and feel like blogging. So till that day comes.bye

2007-12-31T09:38:00.000+08:00

Hey hello people! Ok i just got cheated by someone recently. Someone told me they going to give me a job and told me to come to their office so they can explain how the job clearly to me. My guess was right. It was that multi level marketing (MLM) company. First the person introduce me to the whole building which is at Eunos which was MDIS building recently. Then i know this job is about sell dumb things and it is. They sell water,air filter and some stupid matteress. But on that day they only show me about the water. It's just a stupid normal plain bottle water but they claim it have alot of special things. Ok, fine whatever,who cares. Then the person called his senior to explain to us about the money making opportunity that we can get from the company. They told us about the Car ownership that they have and the way we can get promoted. They make it so interesting and mentally force us to join the company but luckily i brought my fren along to accompany me. Then yesterday, they give me a msg saying that they have arranged a meet up session with the boss to meet me. But who cares who that big F-ker so i told them that im not interested in the job. I even told them im sorry but what they reply is "there's no need to be sorry about,you're at loss" When i saw that msg i feel like call that idiot up and curse him all the way but its ok i try to be a world peace guy. ahaha!

Ouh,another thing that im pissed off is,my toliet door is damage and the door cannot lock cause the handle. This happen when im not at home. My uncle and aunty came to my house and my aunty got suck inside the toliet cause the locking system was jam so they had to open the door but the thing that im not happy with is they can just kick the door and the door will open. But i don't know what they do and furthermore damage the door. But nevermind,someone have to fix the door soon.

So today is new year's eve and im staying at home the whole day. But i think it should be a good idea cause i want to have a rest as the whole week im working. Very tired from work althought my work is slacking. For the past few days i've been sleeping late around 2-3 am and wakes up early at 7 plus. Yah i know some of you will say you slept later than that but for me,2-3 am is late.

Hmm,ok i want to play my flight simulator again.hehe. So goodbye for now.

P.s:I ain't leaving you girl,you'll be by my side cause I can't go nowhere without my light..

2007-12-28T10:19:00.000+08:00

Im back! Yeah! I know is been awhile since my last post. My com just got repair and its back and working properly. Hehe. I got a lot of things to tell you but i simply don't know where to start. The important thing is,im working! But the bad thing is im always busy. So got no time to go out and spend time with friends.

Anyway,i met someone new recently. Hehe. She quite a nice girl. I met her yersterday. She came to the place that i work yesterday and spent time with me for awhile before going to her work. At least its better than nothing.

And anyway,i got my flight simulator that i want! Whee! I played it yesterday and i slept at 3. At last i got it. It's a gift from my sister's boyfriend. It's an early birthday present from him. I have to thank him alot sey. Im going to play it everyday and i will not get bored. My sis didn't want to buy for me because she say it expensive and its a stupid thing to play. Well whatever,but now im happy cause i have it.

Today i think im working,at AMK.haiz. I feel lazy to go to work now after my com is being repaired.hehe. But i have no choice but to work or else i will be a broke person like now. Can u believe it that i just finish spending my pay within 2 days? ahaha. OMG,i lazy to go to work today. I feel like i want to play my flight simulator the whole day today. I think im going to play it now. hehe. Ok good bye for now.=)

2007-11-10T13:08:00.000+08:00

Well,im bored at home! Someone please help me. I have nothing to do at home,i only play game,watch tv,play the com but lately the com is giving me problems. Now it ok,here i am playing the com.hehe. Anyway,mum keeps on asking me when im going to find a job but how to? there no job being offered. Malas ah nak cari keje, im waiting for my brother in law to give me a job at Sentosa. Everyone keeps on disturbing me saying that im a bum at home. haha. With no school,no work to do. All i know is waste electricity at home..-_-. Well whatever lah! Hehe.

On wednesday,i went to The Cathay to watch a movie,Game plan, it's quite a good show. Funny but yet touching. We were late for the movie for a few minutes cause we ate at Pizza Hut and we have to wait for a long time for the pizza to be serve. So we ate quickly and rushed to the cinema.

Then on thursday,guess where i went to? Underwater world! ahaha! I went ther with my sisters. I was surprise to see quite a of indians there. Im not being racist ok? But im just curious. Well after that, we went home. And again,we ate pizza hut.ahaha. Can grow fat man if everyday like that.

Yesterday,I help my brother in law to wash the car. Actually im not consider helping as i only help to look for the dirty spots.ahaha! I went out yesterday with my friend to accompany him to change his phone or something. At least got go out for the day.hehe.

Today,im going to chalet for my cousin's birthday party. I need to get out of the house everyday or i'll rot to death. Now i know that school is great.hehe. Ok,im hungry now,im going to eat. Bye,i'll update soon,if the com is still working.=)

2007-11-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

Yay! O level days are over! Wee! I feel so happy now cause i can do anything that i want now but at the same time i feel that its going to be boring soon. Anyway im going to get a part time job soon at Sentosa. Im looking forward to get a job there. But for now,lets enjoy!

Ok yesterday for SS,i did pretty badly for the paper.ahaha. What i studied did come out at all and i choose the question on Venice which i just browse through cause while im studying the other topic(which didn't came out) i saw the picture on the textbook on venice i find them interesting so i read through them only. Use the little knowledge that i have i did the question. Today, DnT was hard sey. I can't answer most of them and i think im going to fail for this paper.haiz. I really have high hope for my DnT sey but now all my hope have gone down to the drain.

Anyway i have a plan in mind,i really hope it works well. Another thing is, I know that,that someone had recently date a guy.hehehe. I know tau but its ok,in ok with it..=) If that ok with you,its ok with me.

Hmm ok im going to play game soon,bye!

2007-11-02T14:31:00.000+08:00

O level fever babe! Ok now at least can relax abit. I left with 3 more papers 2 more days and im free.Wohoo! Left with my DnT,science paper 1 and SS. Today i had my physics paper and i manage to do it but i think i really make quite a number of mistakes. Wasted marks! But cannot blame it cause yesterday i only read through the notes. The rest of the guys have their bio paper today. Apa mau bio! ahaha.

Im really worried sick for my english cause when i read through my composition,its like a primary school student's compo.Lol. If i can't at least get a 7,im going to be dead. With no poly going to accept me. How?how? But all i know that i did my best and give my best shot. I don't want to stress myself up with the results. History was abit hard for me cause i don't know if they accept my explaination. Math was ok. Some of them say its easy,but i think i did some careless mistake in my paper 1. 1/4 +1/3 = 1/7 -_-! See how stupid i can be?!

For now i try to live up to my own theory. Now i have only 2 subjects to study and then its wohoo time. Im really looking forward to prom. During my wohoo months i can have a part time job,hang out with friends and don't have to be worried about school anymore. Especially secondary school.ahahaa! Ok i think im going to start studying now. Byee!

2007-10-15T11:57:00.000+08:00

Hello, firstly since its hari raya,i would like to apologise deeply for the bottom of my heart to everyone if i hurt your feelings or you are hurt with my words or what so ever mistakes i have done. Im a human,and human makes mistakes cause they are no perfect.=)

Ok lets talk about hari raya. First day was kecoh. It's been like a family traditon to be 'kecoh' during the first day. My other sis came to our house late and we went out of the house around 4 plus. We went to Bedok first. Go to all my auntie's house that is around that area. After that went to hougang area then pasir ris and last to my auntie house at my father's side. We went back around 2 plus. The funny thing is some of my auntie that usually see me rarely thought that i'm my sis boyfriend. Ahahaha! Then they know that we are actually siblings.

The second day. Some of my relative came and then we all went out together to Jurong. Then we go to CCK & bukit panjang area. One of the funny thaing that happen yesterday was when we went to my uncle house. Me and my cousin was praying in the room and after prayers we still sit at the room and talk for a while. Then we went out of the room, we saw unfamilliar face. All not our family member. We got to know that they went back already.Ahahaha! Bleh gitu ehk gi rumah org then tinggalkan anak sendiri. Then actually they still at the lift. Hehehe. Buat org panic at the disco je. Then all of them went to my sis house. The last house i went was my uncle house. I hate going there cause got cat! ahaha. I keep on looking at the cat to see where it's going. I don't like when the cat's fur touch my leg.eeeewww.

Today have to raya kat rumah. No one at home except for me and my sis.We going to eat the kuih and drink whatever we can find although it's for the guest.ahaha. I think i got to stay away from the com now.O level is coming near. I got to study like that day. I studied for 6 hours straight. So i think im not going to update this blog often. ahahaha. Bye

2007-10-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Long time since i blog. Actually i try to stay away from the com as long as possible. O'level is really near and i have to make sure that im studying. I had been studying for few days now but for the last few days i slack. Everyday when i came back home i feel tired and i slept till 6 plus. ahaha. Today is the last day of sch. Im sure im going to miss the time i had at secondary sch. All the fun and laughter i had during the four years. I hope all my effort pays off. My prelim results was a disaster. For my L1R4 i got 23,L1R5 32. hehehe.

Im in dilemma now. Im confuse with my situation now. I don't know what to do. What should i choose. Should i stay with the situation or go on with what my heart says. Omg i really don't know. Can stress ah thinking about this.hehehe.

Ok lah i have to get ready to break fast.Anyway, for your info, m really thirsty today cause i played soccer during P.E lesson.hehehe. I feel like i want to break fast im the afternoon but i control my temptation.hehehe. Ok bye.

2007-09-26T16:05:00.000+08:00

Im dead for my O level. I got my results and its not the grade that i wanted. Some grades are unexpected. I think i only pass my DnT,Math & hopefully my MT. The rest i fail. Yes you can say that its only prelim but to me it shows that im weak in many subject. Can i catch up with my studies with limited time? I guess not. The subjects that i studied really hard for but still i fail and the one that i didn't study much i pass. I didn't expect to get 70/100 for my DnT cause i only study the basics. For physics,i only get 20/65 although i studied really hard. Im sure that im going to fail my combine humanities and combine science. The worst part is i even failed my MT paper 2.boohoo. For now i what i can do is just pray hard and study hard. Few more weeks to go and i can't be slacking.

Today after sch i had chemistry class. Its is for the weak pupils who not sure about mole concept. Now im a bit clear of the topic. Yesterday i came back at 2 plus and i slept till 6 plus. Break fast then i studied. I slept at 9.30 yesterday and that very early.ahaha. My routine now is to go home,sleep then study.=)

Ok i think im going to sleep now then going to study later.hehe. So bye.hehe

2007-09-21T13:47:00.000+08:00

I just woke like 1 hour ago.ahaha. Ok today i have no sch so i woke up late. Dad's at home today. He wants to buy a new phone. Not fair,im sure going to be jealous.hehe. He wants to buy the phone that i wanted, Navigator. Wah, im like really want that phone lor. So later on i have to follow him to buy the phone and then im going to meet the guys. Hopefully today there's would not be huge crowd at Geylang. But that is like so not possible.lol. Mum is going geylang with my younger sis today so later im going to meet them after i break fast. But now i don't know what the plan the guys planned. Im not sure what time to meet them. Anyway i have to buy my hari raya clothes today.yay! So this means i don't need to go geylang with mum again.hehe.

Ok im bored at home now. So hungry too but not so cause later when i break fast im not going to eat alot. Ok i think im going to watch tv.bye.=)

2007-09-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

Today marks the day of my last prelim paper. Next is O level. God,its so fast sey. Time do really pass by fast. Im seriously not prepared. Anyway, just now phy/chem paper was ok but for most of the phy questions i did anyhow. I just multiply all the numbers cause i didn't remember the formulae.hehe. When i do the paper, the do yo dance song by cupid keeps on playing in my mind.ahaha. Stop it sey. Then MT paper was hard. I was also sleepy at that time. I read half way then i fell asleep. Luckily cikgu didn't saw me sleeping. Later she will say that we are clever thats why we sleep. Hmm,anyway just now the MT paper betol nye sotong! All the paper got 1 page missing. -_-" After paper went to MRT station to top-up my ez-link. Then went home.

Tomorrow,im not going go and the peepz are going to go out. I think im going. yay! This is a good way to relief stress by going out with friends. hehe. ok bye!